sungyeol-centric: 煎熬 (suffering)
煎熬 (suffering)
sungyeol-centric, broken!myungsoo/sungyeol
pg-13, angst
煎熬 (suffering)
早知道 你只是飛鳥
(i knew it, you were like a bird)
擁抱後 手中只剩下 羽毛
(after embrace, i'm only left with feathers)
當初你又何必浪費
(then why did you have to waste)
那麼多咖啡和玫瑰 來打擾
(all that coffee and roses, to bother me)
if woohyun were to see him right now, he would've said i told you so. sungyeol thought, curling his fingers as the cold water drips down from the shower head, washing away his bleeding tears, and numbing his painful breathes.
yes, he should have known.
myungsoo was never here to stay.
but sometimes sungyeol likes to pretend. because sometimes it's better to live with a little ignorance.
(except that the truth will always come find him in one of the darkest nights and remind himself just how much of an idiot he is.)
...
得不到 也不要乞討
(can't get it, don't beg for it)
怎麼做 不需要別人 轉告
(dont need other people, telling you what to do)
在陷得太深的海底
(sinking deeper and deeper into the ocean bottom)
我也只剩下我自己 能依靠
(i only have myself to depend on)
three days after myungsoo moved out, sungyeol turned off his phone and curled up between the thin sheets, soaking his pillows with endless memories.
two weeks after myungsoo moved out, sungyeol filled up the empty spaces with dirty clothes and scattering socks.
one month after myungsoo moved out, sungyeol learned that the television sounds are the ones that best acompany him when his bed gets a little too big, a little too cold.
...
心一跳 愛就開始煎熬
(once the heart beats, love starts to suffer)
每一分 每一秒
(every minute, every second)
火在燒 燒成灰有多好
(fire burns, if only it could be burned to ashes)
叫思念 不要吵
(tell yearning to shut up)
我相信我已經快要 快要把你忘掉
(i believe that i'm almost, about to forget you)
跟寂寞 再和好
(to befriends with loneliness again)
he can never blame myungsoo.
no. how can he blame myungsoo when he sees him smiling that bright and beautiful smile when he's with sungjong; how can he blame myungsoo when he sees him entwining his fingers with sungjong; how can he blame myungsoo when he had found his one true love.
sungyeol accepted the fact that he was just a stepping stone. he accepted the fact that he was just the resting stop. he accepted the fact that he will never, ever, be myungsoo's forever.
but that's okay. because when he looked back he knew that myungsoo was happy. so what if he was just the resting stop, at least myungsoo stayed for a while.
at least he was mysungsoo's somebody for a while.
...
我相信我已經快要 是真的我快要
(i believe that i'm almost, i'm really almost)
快要可以微笑
(ready to smile)
去面對 下一個 擁抱
(ready to face the next embrace)
sungyeol will be fine.
someday sungyeol will wipe away the tears and smile again. someday sungyeol will be ready to be another resting stop. someday sungyeol will be able to look back and laugh at this.
someday sungyeol will be fine.
(just not today.)
author's note:
not beta'ed
it's been a while since i've written any infinite stuff, found this in my files and i just really want to finish it.
this song is amazing and it's a shame that the translation doesn't do its justice :(
still, i hope you guys check it out :)
(warning: the mv is pretty gross, but also really powerful ;0)
sungyeol-centric, broken!myungsoo/sungyeol
pg-13, angst
煎熬 (suffering)
早知道 你只是飛鳥
(i knew it, you were like a bird)
擁抱後 手中只剩下 羽毛
(after embrace, i'm only left with feathers)
當初你又何必浪費
(then why did you have to waste)
那麼多咖啡和玫瑰 來打擾
(all that coffee and roses, to bother me)
if woohyun were to see him right now, he would've said i told you so. sungyeol thought, curling his fingers as the cold water drips down from the shower head, washing away his bleeding tears, and numbing his painful breathes.
yes, he should have known.
myungsoo was never here to stay.
but sometimes sungyeol likes to pretend. because sometimes it's better to live with a little ignorance.
(except that the truth will always come find him in one of the darkest nights and remind himself just how much of an idiot he is.)
...
得不到 也不要乞討
(can't get it, don't beg for it)
怎麼做 不需要別人 轉告
(dont need other people, telling you what to do)
在陷得太深的海底
(sinking deeper and deeper into the ocean bottom)
我也只剩下我自己 能依靠
(i only have myself to depend on)
three days after myungsoo moved out, sungyeol turned off his phone and curled up between the thin sheets, soaking his pillows with endless memories.
two weeks after myungsoo moved out, sungyeol filled up the empty spaces with dirty clothes and scattering socks.
one month after myungsoo moved out, sungyeol learned that the television sounds are the ones that best acompany him when his bed gets a little too big, a little too cold.
...
心一跳 愛就開始煎熬
(once the heart beats, love starts to suffer)
每一分 每一秒
(every minute, every second)
火在燒 燒成灰有多好
(fire burns, if only it could be burned to ashes)
叫思念 不要吵
(tell yearning to shut up)
我相信我已經快要 快要把你忘掉
(i believe that i'm almost, about to forget you)
跟寂寞 再和好
(to befriends with loneliness again)
he can never blame myungsoo.
no. how can he blame myungsoo when he sees him smiling that bright and beautiful smile when he's with sungjong; how can he blame myungsoo when he sees him entwining his fingers with sungjong; how can he blame myungsoo when he had found his one true love.
sungyeol accepted the fact that he was just a stepping stone. he accepted the fact that he was just the resting stop. he accepted the fact that he will never, ever, be myungsoo's forever.
but that's okay. because when he looked back he knew that myungsoo was happy. so what if he was just the resting stop, at least myungsoo stayed for a while.
at least he was mysungsoo's somebody for a while.
...
我相信我已經快要 是真的我快要
(i believe that i'm almost, i'm really almost)
快要可以微笑
(ready to smile)
去面對 下一個 擁抱
(ready to face the next embrace)
sungyeol will be fine.
someday sungyeol will wipe away the tears and smile again. someday sungyeol will be ready to be another resting stop. someday sungyeol will be able to look back and laugh at this.
someday sungyeol will be fine.
(just not today.)
author's note:
not beta'ed
it's been a while since i've written any infinite stuff, found this in my files and i just really want to finish it.
this song is amazing and it's a shame that the translation doesn't do its justice :(
still, i hope you guys check it out :)
(warning: the mv is pretty gross, but also really powerful ;0)