Where once beat a heart full of joy, there now is sadness and despair. It was as though the sun set for a desert and took the heat with it. Cold and desolate, life leaves his world and all that is left is nothing.

i am an entertainer. my goal is to make people happy. if you look into my past posts, you will find that i learned well, how to upset people and even disgust them. it was all part of a life experiment. i wanted to travel the road least traveled, and it was a very hazardous path. i wanted was a life to which most people could not relate, but at the ( Read more... )

all you mother fuckers who don't want to deal with what's coming to you need to stop fucking around. i can think of few things worse than finding out someone you loved died or was dying for days before you found out anything about it. like how my grandmother was in the hospital for a week before they called me... oh, her birthday is coming up... no ( Read more... )

I opened up a new notebook a couple of days ago. what i've written in it isn't quite as interesting as the random art pages that have shown up between my entries. my original reason for this new notebook was to jot down plots and ideas for the takeover of the city. but now i'm leading toward a new direction. i think i will have some friends at ( Read more... )

I have often wondered what it was about myself that attract other people to me. I see no reason that I should be found by anyone or clung to for friendship. My closest friends know my ways and the problems of my mind. I could act the complete opposite role of usual self, hurting them mentally and emotionally, and they still could never have enough ( Read more... )

You just disappeared ( Read more... )

i've give myself up to yet another, and yet another tells me there is someone better out there. i happen to know very well what i like. if my heart beat as an earthquake, she would at the epicenter. she is the epitome of all that is amazing. there is nothing better. it may be true that i'm in love with pain... maybe physical and maybe emotional... ( Read more... )

i live the life you seek
but to me, its not unique
come inside and take a peek
follow me, the wretched and the weak

you will not touch my hand
you will not see my eyes
i'll feed you all my bullshit
and all my alibis...

Good worlds and bad worlds alike are born and destroyed every second of everyday. They are made by men with a change of heart and destroyed in the same manner. What one man sees differs from another. What appears as heaven is actually hell. Every world has its own set of eyes. Try to change them and see what happens...

Some do as they're told and some do as they may... and then there are those like me. I know what I am supposed to do. I know what is expected of me. Most of all I know who sets these limitations on me. And I say fuck them. Hold me down, will ya? I've got something to show you. And it's something you're not gonna like. Oh, what's this? You've got ( Read more... )