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I got my first tattoo yesterday. 3 hrs--black & gray. 1/2 portrait 1/2 memorial. Right shoulder.
I am hoping to get a picture of it to post soon. 

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On top of everything that is going on, I have new drama:

I took Ken's mother to the hospital today for surgery and we DIDN'T get good news.

They found a tumor.
They think it's cancer. 
Actually, they're pretty sure it's cancer.

WHAT IN THE HELL am I going to do with all of this fucking stress?!?!

Let me, once again, reiterate how I feel about this:

THE INTERNET IS LAME.

Now, before I begin rant, let me say a couple of things. 1) I KNOW this is a post 2) The internet has it's good points. It's fast, easy to access, and usually helpful when in search of that obscure object. And 3) YES, I have a Myspace page. Why? Not sure. I hardly ever use ( Read more... )

I am completely and utterly exhausted.

I feel like I've been run over by a train.

I have a lot of shit to do, so if you have called me or will call me in the future, and I don't get back right away, it isn't b/c of you.

I've been trying to keep my mind centered and calm and that's hard to do when all your mind does is race. Race, and panic, and ( Read more... )

I fear that the time has come in my oh-so-upfront-journal for some FRIENDS ONLY posts.

I don't mean to cut some of you out but I can't share with this with everyone. I just cant.

Besides, Robots don't have feelings, do they...?

Random but appropriate lyrics

Beatles

We Can Work It Out
Try to see it my way,
Do i have to keep on talking till i can't go on?
While you see it your way,
Run the risk of knowing that our love may soon be gone.
We can work it out,
We can work it out.
Think of what you're saying.
You can get it wrong and still you think that it's alright.
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So many things are happening right now. I don't even know where to begin...

I've worked hard.
I've done the best that I could.
I've become the best me that I can be, at this point.

I don't know what the future holds for me right now.

I accomplished much today.

I am PMS'ing.

The weekend was filled with questionable realatives and corn fields.

I went to Cedar Point the day before yesterday. MY FACE IS FREAKIN' BURNED!!!!! 
I have to say that out of the non-roller coasters, my favorite rides are Maxair and Sky Hawk. Which, by the way, have two totally separate yet interesting stories attached to them.

On Maxair, (and this would be our 2nd time riding), they loaded the people on the ride ( Read more... )