I'm tired of being different

[booksareforever]

Maybe I'm just tired. Maybe I need to eat something. Maybe I should work-out. Its certainly not the time of month. Whatever the underlying cause, I'm experiencing an unreasonable amount of distress over a fucking shield. Sure, frustrated. Sure, angry. But crying? Really? Unreasonable

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[synnoveaevael]

this breaks my heart :(

[booksareforever]

whats worse is that while i was home balling my eyes out, my stepdad, the nosiest straight man on the planet, wanted to know if he could help. and even though i told him there was nothing to be done, he had to know what was going on anyway. because surely, i just don't know that there's something he can do to help. well, his answer was : just figure out some way to turn it into an advantage and make everyone jealous that it works better for a leftie! the absolute last thing i wanted to hear at the time.

[synnoveaevael]

awww!!! he tried. he failed. men often think they can "fix" a problem. but. alas. it is not so.