that new "guest" option should be interesting.

i wrote 3 penpal letters lastnight and mailed 'em this morning.
i've been doing pretty good with the new ones. . .
writing 'em back asap and stuff.
i also sent amanda yet another letter with a lil gift.
hopefully she likes it!

i'm working today but thankfully NOT closing.

i was up til 1:00 am ( Read more... )

if i close my eyes nobody can see me.

i was laying in bed with my cat a little bit ago
and i looked into his eyes and i told him i wish we could switch places
just for a little while.
i'd love to be a cat.
no responsibility.
no rules.
no job.
just 24 hours a day to sleep sleep sleep.

i've been home alone.
i keep pretending i live by myself.
like this is what every day would be like.

i like it.

i disabled my anonymous comments.
so now only registered users are able to comment on my entries.

i want to post the comment jorge just left me right before i disabled:
Its sad when people abuse it. As to the comment, People are not perfect, that is why we look to our Lord. We all sin, even the people who tell other people that they are sinning. They ( Read more... )

i think i might have to disable anonymous comments.
its so sad how we can't have our own personal things online
without somebody ruining it.

slept in this morning!
going to go pick up my BC pills and breakfast!
i'm hungry!

tempted to go visit my sweetheart
but i won't want to leave once i am there.
working tonight. *sigh*

ALSO!
going to breakfast with Gracie ( Read more... )

i allow anonymous comments so jorge can leave me comments.
but i hate when OTHER people decide to abuse it.
sign your fucking name - don't be a coward and hide behind your keyboard.

he tells me he wants to marry me.
he leaves me little notes in my wallet and purse.
he holds my hand in public.
he kisses me every chance he gets.
he makes sure i am comfortable at his house.
he rubs my back while i relax in his bed.
he tells me i am beautiful.
he and i have long conversations about everything.
he makes me feel everything.
he makes me laugh ( Read more... )

i can't have everything happy at once.
there always has to be that 1 thing in my life that fucks over all the happiness.

sad part?
i'm so numb to it.
my own mother seems to have more of an effect from it.
i feel like lately i see more of him drunk than her.