Tried to give blood today. They wouldn't let me 'cause it hasn't been three days past my illness. Blah! Oh well. I'll try to go next week. Maybe Zach will come with me. I bet he has good veins. We'll see what next week's schedule is like though ( Read more... )

I'm a horrible person. I've become very dependent on Zach. My friends are all so busy all of the time....I spend all my time with Zach. Everytime we get into an argument I'm afraid he's going to tell me he doesn't love me anymore. Why do I feel this way? Why am I so afraid? Why does my heart sink in my chest? Why do I cry? Why do I always get hurt ( Read more... )

Good news is i'm feeling better...not sick I mean. Bad news is I'm feeling extremely pissed right now...and sad. I just don't get anything right now. We won't talk about what's pissing me off though ( Read more... )

So I'm feelin a bit better. I think I shall be over this cold by tomorrow! Let's be positive, I KNOW I SHALL BE OVER THIS COLD BY TOMORROW!!!!! Okay, enough of the optimistic crap. Actually, I'm in a slightly better mood right now. Last night sucked, but I am feeling better in every aspect. I did a Google search for "cheap dates" and found a lot of ( Read more... )

determined? yeah right. that is so not my current mood.

I've been bored out of my mind lately. There's absolutely nothing to do here. Mom and Dad decided that we didn't need satellite tv anymore, so they got rid of it. Ha! Easy for them to say! Without satellite, we get no reception on the living room tv. However, they can still get reception in their room. Freakin ticks me off. I'm broke so there's not ( Read more... )

Today sucks. I keep thinking I'm feeling better then I'll just feel horrible again. What's wrong with me?! It's really just ticking me off. People probably think I'm some kind of hypocondriach (sp??) but I'm really not. I just want to get better, at least by wednesday. If I still feel bad tomorrow it'll be okay, as long as I'm better in time to go ( Read more... )

Yeah so I haven't written a lot lately. I managed to get a summer cold from Justin and Catherine. How gay is that? A summer cold?! My head is really congested. Zach has been taking great care of me though. He bought me some sore throat spray stuff Saturday when I was at work. And he brought me some spaghettios with meatballs last night! Yum! What a ( Read more... )

The river trip was a great success. It was so much fun! We took the 18 mile canoe trip...which was quite insane..and looooong, but it was still a blast. I'm beginning to feel all the pains that come with doing things like that though. My butt hurts from sitting in that canoe for 18 miles, i'm sun burnt, my back hurts, and my muscles are beginning ( Read more... )

Worked last night. Made eleven dollars and a quarter. Gay gay gay! So then I bought pizza and coke 'cause Zach came over after work. So, now I'm broke again. LOL. I bought a Honda watch off of ebay for a penny last night! Wooohooo! Of course...shipping is ten bucks. LOL. But still, it should be pretty sweet. There were a couple other things that I ( Read more... )