You are calm and reposed. Let your beauty unfold. Pale white, like the skin stretched over your bones. Spring keeps you ever close. You are second hand smoke. You are so fragile and thin. Standing trial for your sins. Holding onto yourself the best you can. You are the smell before rain. You are the blood in my veins. Call me a safe bet. I'm ( Read more... )

so i just thought i would update my shit on whats been going on lately cause i havent written much recently and i know EVERYONE is soo interested in what i do. anyways, i just got back from going to the drive in movie gig with all the boys. it was fucking SIIIICK. apacalypto was NUTBALLS and then we saw deja vu too, it was pretty chill. it was a ( Read more... )

aite, here it is, ive decided to make a post of some of my all time favorite metal/hardcore lyrics. haha, these are lyrics that i just thought are badass, or they mean something to me, or i just like how they sound. this is by no means all encompassing as i dont have time to get all of them, ill add more later if necessary ( Read more... )

I just Re-Downloaded all of The Used songs that i had deleted awhile back. and i have been listening to them nonstop since. i forgot how powerful they were to me, and how they could make me feel so many emotions i hadnt felt in a LONG time. so i decided to reread the lyrics to these songs and i posted some of the ones that hit me the hardest or ( Read more... )

so im posting cause i want to get some things down before i forget them completely. the past few weeks or so ive been somewhat sick, and it seems that this sickness has been producing some weird ass dreams. maybe its also cause ive really cut back on smoking, especially before bed. but i wanted to write down some of them that i can remember. a few ( Read more... )

so im updating much sooner than i had anticipated. just thought i should get some thoughts down. so yeah, im back up at school now and things have been pretty weird thus far. its fucking SICK living with Biiiiiiirdie and chassan. love it. also a VERY weird year. real weird not having the friends i had last year. i miss em all. real weird not having ( Read more... )

so this is like my first update in a million years. i just wanted to write out something about how this summer went so i could relive some of the moments. i guess in total, this summer was WAYYYY better than last one. it started off with tons of swimming, smoking and chilling with the boys, and basically that was a consistent theme throughout. Nis ( Read more... )

yo, im a little drunk and high right now, but thats cool cause it was my birthday yesterday and i didnt get to party cause i had 2 midterms this morning. but anyways, i had a sick weekend at home just chillin with the boys. im kinda excited to go home for the summer, when im up here i definitely miss them. but its also gonna suck cause im leaving ( Read more... )

ok, so i dont use this thing anymore, but i feel i need to document my spring break so far, and this is the closest medium i could find. so yeah, basically i have had an amazing time this spring break so far, so lets see if i can remember enough to fill it all out. well, i got home on friday night and found out some really bad news about my uncle ( Read more... )

hey, i was looking through old journals and saw this, so i thought id try it again. do it if you want, i think it will be fun ( Read more... )