self observation #148532

[booneda]

I think having a messy room is one of my comfort mechanisms. I'm not entirely sure how it works, but I think it's something I do when I'm afraid to move on. Like digging in my heels, or something

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Just a thought?

[curlygirl718]

Defense mechanism. Maybe you are afraid to say you are actually a responsible adult. If I don't clean my room I don't have to grow up, I'll always be a kid, the real world can't change me. I really don't know you at all I could be entirely wrong.

Plus, the longer a mess waits the more the room will lose its energy and the harder it becomes to gather that UMPH.

Re: Just a thought?

[booneda]

I'm sure that's part of it somewhere, but things have changed a lot recently, and this part still feels the same.