i feel i must interject here...
its time, i suppose to get my life back together. i don't know what the hell this even means. but i need it. i have spent too much of the past 3 weeks getting myself down and being really critical of everything and everyone else.
my friends back home have changed, again, for the worse. people that i thought i'd be able to count on (you know, the ( Read more... )
my friends back home have changed, again, for the worse. people that i thought i'd be able to count on (you know, the ( Read more... )
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congratu-fuckin'-lations on quitting smoking. that is commendable, and i hope you are bery proud.
second of all, perhaps quitting smoking is making it harder to deal with the relationship... which doesn't mean you should pick it back up again, just that you should consider that and not be so hard on yourself.
and third of all, i think it is neat that your relationship is going like this. because, like you said, perhaps it is the end of infatuation and is leading to the stages of real love, where some things are lost but a lot is gained.
and also, boone friends seemed to fall away from my life while i was there too. it is discouraging. but i left, so now i pretend like they were all great while i was there, when i go back. and now i am starting over. blah blah blah.
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