So it has been over a year since I last updated. I am no longer with Nick, THANK GOD!!!! I am celebrating my 10 month anniversary with my new boyfriend, Joe, on Wednesday! :) Things have been a little sticky lately but I'm hoping everything will be okay... I just don't know what to do about everything anymore. I feel so lost about everything...

ok, I need someone to tell me if I'm crazy or not. I'm so lost right now. Nick lately has been talking about how much he loves it in Washington. He is calling his roommates and everyone his 'family' and that Washington is his 'home'. It is starting to feel like he doesn't want to come back, even for me. I feel like that is his new life and I'm not ( Read more... )

its interesting how in high school most kids throw those 3 words around like its nothing, but the older you get the more you realize the importance behind those 3 words. it seems like the older you are it is also a lot harder to say those words. you know you have found love when someone says those 3 wonderful words and you can say them back without ( Read more... )

So I just moved to my new room for the summer. Its very quiet and lonely but its a job. I wanted to put up my new address and phone number for my Aunt Lauri ( Read more... )

So I just realized that I haven't updated in over 5 months. So I'm sorry Aunt Lauri haha ( Read more... )

Well yesterday was 5 months for Nick and I! I couldn't be happier! He, honestly, is the best thing to happen to me ( Read more... )

so this is for you Aunt Lauri... I'M EMPLOYED!!! haha I got the call about 2pm today and I'm actually working right now :) I am a deskie for one of the lobbys here so when the snow starts I don't have to leave the building to go to work. plus i get to sit here on my computer and do homework and whatever! It's great! I will be good to have money ( Read more... )

Well 2 weeks of school are done already. Classes are going good. I'm taking Math, Econ, Skating, Psych, and Speech. My roommate is AMAZING :) Nick is doing well. He has been studying a lot for his classes and working hard. I noticed that I didn't put my new address and phone number for the family ( Read more... )

well after the longest 6 weeks of my life i finally got to see Nick again!! i went down to see him, taylor (his sister), and his mom. it was a blast! then nick and taylor drove up here to spend a couple days here with me! which was fun. i was a lil boring and im not sure if taylor likes me tho :( but he will be back up here in 2 weeks!!! they left ( Read more... )

so wednesday night i drove home and thursday i had dentist appointment. then thursday evening i drove to flushing to my boy!!! we went to his old ice cream shop and i met his best friend, kevin. then we went to his house and i got a tour and met his dad, dave! who by the way is hularious and a joy to hang out with! then me and nick went jet skiing ( Read more... )