it's only when my hands shake that i feel alive and let my eyes glass over and fade ( Read more... )

don't ever believe the good news ( Read more... )

with this drag from the cigarette it is an over whelming sense that i fucked up that i am trap ( Read more... )

sometimes it is not even worth the time it takes to awake

lately my bed time has become five in the morning and i awake about noon

many of my coworkers find this strange

to be honest i don't really care

you once were the light in a tunnel but it dimmed and i lost track of the unmanned lamp post to only come to the truth that there never was lamp post it was something i saw hoping for the way out

the betrayers is the only one who made it out

and i kept the blade in remembrance

over the pass couple of weeks i have done things i don't remember or able to recall
with each drag of this cigarette i find myself confused

do i miss you or is it as simple as i miss the act of missing

they say i am depressed which is most likely true

i can't seam to shake this

so i just came to the conclusion that this might not change

i changed departments today in stead of VHS i moved to DVDS at first it was slightly concerning why move me from a department that turn around into money making section ( Read more... )

lately i have seen some of the movies that i was looking for at the midnight showing so i am thinking of seeing the Terminator Salvation at midnight tonight but i don't know

a peculiar thing happen to me at work ( Read more... )

the sounds of distance conversations only fuel the confusion me

looking for that one dog that follows me everywhere but nothing to worry

lost in moments most forgetting but are only able to remember i miss drinking every day every night

it wasn't release but completely freedom