I umm...
Ya know...
The night before was... one o' the best nights I've had since I've been in this... place. In fact, s'the best nights I've had in my life. But I'm still kinda skeptical about stuff... I still kinda feel like... I dunno. Maybe I'm just bein' dumb.
[Private to Ryo]
I kinda feel... embarrassed sayin' this. I prob'ly shouldn't be feelin' this way since we're kinda... ya know... eheh...
But I'm really feelin' ya. I never thought that givin' ya that massage would lead to alla that in the shower. I was just bein' thoughtful an' all 'cuz I know how hard ya work so I thought I'd give ya that surprise. Every time I'm with ya, I just end up likin' ya more and more. I dunno how ya feel about that. A part o' me is really happy, but still the other part makes me feel sorta scared.
Hell, I dun even know what I'm askin for. Ya dun hafta say anythin, either. But just know that I like ya. A lot. A lot more from when I said that last time. Every day (or night), I wanna come home and see ya. Kinda stalker-ish, I know. If ya dun want me to do that, then I won't. But I can't help the way I feel, ya know?
I ain't even makin any sense. Just wanted to let ya know that I like ya a helluva lot. And I'm always here for ya no matter what, kay? I ain't goin nowhere. <3
The night before was... one o' the best nights I've had since I've been in this... place. In fact, s'the best nights I've had in my life. But I'm still kinda skeptical about stuff... I still kinda feel like... I dunno. Maybe I'm just bein' dumb.
[Private to Ryo]
I kinda feel... embarrassed sayin' this. I prob'ly shouldn't be feelin' this way since we're kinda... ya know... eheh...
But I'm really feelin' ya. I never thought that givin' ya that massage would lead to alla that in the shower. I was just bein' thoughtful an' all 'cuz I know how hard ya work so I thought I'd give ya that surprise. Every time I'm with ya, I just end up likin' ya more and more. I dunno how ya feel about that. A part o' me is really happy, but still the other part makes me feel sorta scared.
Hell, I dun even know what I'm askin for. Ya dun hafta say anythin, either. But just know that I like ya. A lot. A lot more from when I said that last time. Every day (or night), I wanna come home and see ya. Kinda stalker-ish, I know. If ya dun want me to do that, then I won't. But I can't help the way I feel, ya know?
I ain't even makin any sense. Just wanted to let ya know that I like ya a helluva lot. And I'm always here for ya no matter what, kay? I ain't goin nowhere. <3