how awkward and confusing?

i dont think im made to have a <3love<3 life ...

weither i supposedly like a boy or not
it all comes crashing down

ones on crack ... and ones too far to grasp

i want a chance to feel your heart up against mine

at least i can still spoon surra!! haha <33 ( Read more... )

surra and are going to play today ( Read more... )

liking a boy is hard stuff to manage ..
especially if hes a new boy.

liking a boy your bestfriend likes ..
just frickin sucks balls.

show no sympathy for me .. i suck at life.

ill love you always sarah mae .. please remember that<33

i havnt updated in 3 light years...and im not reeeal interested in making this some full blown entry either. just wanted to say hello..and NO i am NOT dead. life is, eh, and school starts in a week and a half...yey? RaSCaL FLaTTS tomorrow!! hehe and that is all for tonite...<333