shawnee

[borderhopper]

i feel like im losing her. you know that sparkle in people's eyes when you first meet them and you know there is something special about them? well shawnee use to get that look everytime she looked at me, but last night she didnt. its scaring me. i need her in my life. and the idea of losing her drive me insane, i dont eat, i dont sleep. i stay up

Comments

[fred_bob]

when you first meet someone its new and exciting, after time that fades, you just have to bring that back, and everything has an end, but luckily you get to choose when that is sometimes, other times you dont. and just cause you could be losing someone doesnt mean you should be upset about it now, cause right now she isnt gone..later man

[dominojones]

Chances are the girl was just tired.
But even if she has lost that "sparkle in her eyes"...that's not what I was going to say.
In one of your last posts you said if you join the Army you would give Shawnee up because you don't want a long distance relationship and you don't want her waiting around. If you could give her up that 'easily' losing her couldn't be too bad. Of course it would hurt more because you aren't the one giving her up, but what can you do but pick up the pieces and continue to live?
But like I said the girl was probably just tired and you will see that sparkle in her eyes again.
I hope you work out.
Ashlee

[shortlace]

if you over think it, you will only see the things you don't want to see...or maybe you want to see them?