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[borderline_pd]

as you can see...i am practically dead...
i died.. a new life begins...i try to reach to past memories. i grasp some old loved ones...but i am still dead...while others go on without me. one day we will betogether. resurrected in heaven. that's what i live for.

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[sleepdancing]

Mary. Just when I think I've found a good friend, it all falls apart. So many people are talking shit about me now. It hurts so bad. I feel so lost and confused. Why can't people just live their lives and not feel the need to bring me down? I keep feeling that if you were here, none of this would have happened. I would have spent all of my time with you, like it should be. I wouldn't have searched for other people to fill this void inside of me. I wouldn't have found such false friends, such obviously meaningless people. Where are you baby? I miss the endless conversations we used to have. The fun times we experienced together. I miss seeing you. I love you so much.
-Shannon

[smilegenuine]

Hey Mary-I know were talking on e-mail, but i just want to let you know i miss you and love you and am hoping your alright.
love-jean

[borderline_pd]

haha...i saw ya. nice hair

[sleepdancing]

MARY! It was so great to see you the other week. It felt like such a relief to know that after all the time we've been apart we still have such a connection. And I know that I will always love you to pieces. I hope to see you soon. Anytime, whenever you need someone to talk to give me a call. I need to hear your voice.

Love, Shannon