to all whom i've ever super annoyed or pissed off because of my immaturity/stupidity when i'm upset or mad or whatever. I'M SORRY ( Read more... )

today is a month since it happened. i'm glad i had a few pictures that could be contributed to Cory's memorial page. and hopefully i'm right and i have at least one or two more from the 6 rolls of film i put in to get developed today. i really hope so. he's the only person i've ever known that i've cried about this happening to.

i don't think it be good for me to be alone cause then i think and whenever i think it's ALWAYS about sad things. and sometimes i get tired of being sad ( Read more... )

i've had this damn headache all fucking day and my nose wouldn't stop running everytime i took a test today(come back nooooosssssssseeeeeeeee! lol).it was so annoying cause i had to keep getting up and down in front of ppls ( Read more... )

erg my dad pisses me off! i just want to get a measley $25 out of my 'savings' account to get help with the beatles and this is the cheapest i can find it without it being practically ruined. jeez. but nooooo he had to go on about how he had a savings account and how when he went into the military he had $2000. wtf. things cost a helluva lot more ( Read more... )

my brother disgusts me. i'm glad i'm only half related to him. now if only we didn't have the same mom. i'd be glad to be adopted. ugh. and everytime my mom calls i have to listen to the same complaining from charlotte. i've heard this every freakin day almost. i already know. i mean jeez i was the one living with her all that time. erg. soooooo

man...ugh. this school year just sucks so damn horribly. i hate it. i wish that time could erase itself back to last year(erm b4 10th grade started) the day i went to myrtle beach with kayla. and things change. lots of things change. damn time for not being able to rewind itself. today has sucked. i feel like shit. i've been hurting in lots of ( Read more... )

man last night was so wierd. i went to bed at 1:30 in the morning(well obviously in the morning) and in my dream i got really light headed(why do ppl say you can't feel in your dreams? i feel every damn thing. like pain. dizzyness. stuff like that. then i wake up to find that i'm all bruised. hahaha. i abuse myself in my sleep.) but yeah anyways ( Read more... )

oh man i'm invited to a swimming party and there's absolutely no way i can get a ride and it sucks!!! tomorrow's an anniversary party for charlottes parents and so every1's all busy and so grr. and there's a cute guy that i like that might be there. ah! geez. i wants to go! and swimming at 3 in the morning! man! yea i'm talking to kathi and amanda ( Read more... )

it's lightening like super crazy in the fields all around us. ok and that one was in like almost in our backyard. some1 come protect me! lol. j/k. anyways. i feel bad! me and kayla have a test tomorrow in physchology and i didn't know and she forgot and i have her notes for that book thingy we're doing and so she doesn't have any notes to study ( Read more... )