well i'm sat at work waiting for it to hit half 8...roll on falling asleep again today ( Read more... )

well thought i'd update this, not sure that anybody other than turley actually reads it really...and he already knows all this ( Read more... )

so, after a fairly uneventful weekend...unless you count walking by a load of students and feeling like a tramp in comparison...note to self, when i have money, buy new clothes...anyway, i start my placement tomorrow ( Read more... )

went to comedy night with kirsty and kristy last night which was really cool, and i stayed at theirs so i didn't have to get an expensive taxi back which is always a plus ( Read more... )

so, went to emily's at the weekend for her birthday, the only problem mostly was how emily and her boyfriend paddy are the most couply couple you've ever met in your life, and the last few times i'd been to stay at theirs, i'd had matt with me, so it was all a bit a of a couple of steps backwards as far as getting over him went, which was a bugger ( Read more... )

well, turley, thank you so much for meeting up with me. it was really awesome to see you again...although, i had a hangover this morning (in my interview...whoops!) and i didn't think it was fair as i wasn't even drunk!!i feel as robbed, if i'm gonna have a hangover...i at least want to have been trollied the night before! anyway, hope you made it ( Read more... )

i have an interview on firday that involves a maths test...
A FREAKING MATHS TEST!!!
i know i said i'd be positive...but i'm an emglish graduate for a reason...
*shakes in slippers*

things feel weird...
i don't know where i stand with anything, i feel like a lost puppy trying to find home, but yet keeps getting kicked away. i don't want to be this person
i'm sorry my journal has been so depressing of late...so i'm going to try and be more positive...wish me luck with that one...

so, i'm officially just going to be looking for a bar job now, something to make me at least feel a little more secure. i'd thought that holding out til i found a real world job would pay off, but obviously not, so now i'm just after money ( Read more... )

so, turns out, being dumped and sacked within a few weeks of each other, isn't all it's cracked up to be. i don't have any confidence left and i'm feeling alone and rejected. so i'm escaping to aber for a few days, then megz is coming to visit me ( Read more... )