Comments | boredintexas: Tired of being me ((posted because annie asked me to at the party))

boredintexas

Tired of being me ((posted because annie asked me to at the party))

Jun 20, 2004 22:04

I'm so tired of being me. Tired of reaching for the hearts and minds of others and falling. Tired of living by my standards, rules and beliefs. I'm tired of living in the shadow of my own views.Tired of knowing people around me, and them knowing me ( Read more... )

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Re: from a stranger..... boredintexas June 23 2004, 20:04:06 UTC

of course u can use my icon... BTW DAMN YOUR HOT... any ways

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Re: from a stranger..... boredintexas June 26 2004, 00:26:18 UTC

I lived in the County of SD, in a city called chula vista which had 148,000+ people in it

marleybone June 22 2004, 06:53:52 UTC

thanks for posting for me man, i guess its kind of cathartic isn't it?
fin fin fin

-annie

CATHARTIC... boredintexas June 23 2004, 20:07:31 UTC

Heres multiple definitions for cathartic
Noun.:An agent for purging the bowels, especially a laxative.
\Ca*thar"tic\, n. [Gr. ?.] (Med.) A medicine that promotes alvine discharges; a purge; a purgative of moderate activity.

Note: The cathartics are more energetic and certain in action that the laxatives, which simply increase the tendency to alvine evacuation; and less powerful and irritaint that the drastic purges, which cause profuse, repeated, and watery evacuations.

adj 1: emotionally purging

I think you ment it as emotionally purging... but the laxatives are just so nice!
and yes... yes it is

Good Luck Doing Nothing Important in the Service of the Gov't havoth June 22 2004, 09:05:37 UTC

Wow Nick. That was so...so...meh.
The challenge is to remain and still be you. You are a good guy, be happy with that. It can be as exciting as being a bad guy, but no one holds a grudge afterwards.

K.

Re: Good Luck Doing Nothing Important in the Service of the Gov't boredintexas June 23 2004, 20:12:36 UTC

I've remained me for 20 years... and I personally tire of being me. I tire of the endless struggle that goes on in my head. I'm just tired of this world, playing frogger with my mind. I tire of everything. If I could, i would freeze myself so that I could awaken in a new era, and see how great things are, then freeze myself again till there is a real struggle going on. Till then I guess I will just have to stay here, trapped with an ever growing headache that is my life.

I just want to feel real. Is that to much to ask?

cattikins June 23 2004, 05:11:04 UTC

i know how you feel because i've been there, i think. it's like, there's nothing left after awhile. you're depressed and you don't know why, and you just want a fucking reason. at least that's how i felt, i don't know if it's the same for you. i understand where you're coming from, but you're a great guy, and you deserve to be happy. i think once you get that, then you'll be fine. good luck, darling.