Comments | borg_princess: 'you throw stones, can't you see that i am human, i am breathing, but you don't give a damn'

borg_princess

'you throw stones, can't you see that i am human, i am breathing, but you don't give a damn'

Jun 07, 2011 01:08

Fuck lj right now. I edited and it deleted 80% of my post. So furious. Here we go again:

The ugly: My father can be a complete jerk sometimes. ( not major family drama, just regular old ranty irritation )

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borg_princess June 7 2011, 02:46:03 UTC

Lol! In my head, I did...but I can't say that to his face, like, you have no idea. When he gets mad, he starts randomly banning things or putting restrictions on me, so I have to keep the peace. I think he's lived all his life struggling hard to achieve things and make something of himself (he grew up poor) that when he sees people having fun and enjoying frivolous things, it's a trigger for him. Ugh.

Thanks, hon, I'mma try! It's my last exam ever if I can just pass, so I really hope I do okay!

revengent June 7 2011, 02:03:55 UTC

Ugh your dad. I'm so sorry you have to deal with that nonsense. *hugs* It's not right for him to be such a spoilsport with such a bad attitude :(

Good luck with your class stuff! But lol, that random sex pop up thing, that would have been so awkward xD

borg_princess June 7 2011, 02:40:54 UTC

I honestly don't understand him. Like, when he talks to me, I have to be cheerful and go along with his banter and put on this happy facade, because if I'm the slightest bit unenthused or god forbid, moody, then he explodes. And he has the stupidest 'banter', like, his constant greeting is 'what's your problem?' and other nonsensical things that I have no idea how to respond to. (seriously, he'll look at me and go 'what?' and I'm O.o ( ... )

revengent June 7 2011, 17:50:06 UTC

Ugh, that's so annoying :/ it makes me glad that my father isn't around, haha. But that has to be so uncomfortable to have that always hanging over you, making sure you don't say or do something to give him reason to say something. *hugs* you do very well with dealing with it though!

Omg I know. I always wonder, what if like, a person is sitting there watching some naked people online getting ready to wank but they stop and they're like, "OMG I HAD SIXTH GRADE MATH WITH THEM!!!" A W K W A R D

borg_princess June 8 2011, 00:55:07 UTC

Yeah. I wish my parents were divorced. (and god, it annoys me when people are like 'don't say that, you'd be upset if they did split up', because no, I've been wishing it since I was 8 years old and it hasn't changed- well, okay, divorce or death, but the second is a bit ungrateful)

so uncomfortable to have that always hanging over you, making sure you don't say or do something to give him reason to say something

Like the Sword of Damocles...y'know, I know the reference but no idea what the story is? I'll have to look it up, lol.

And gah, it's so ridic the things I do to avoid setting him off- to the point where it was midnight on the weekend and I needed to go to the toilet but I lay in bed for half an hour, trying to weigh it up, work up the nerve, because I was worried he'd wake up and come out and scold me. (I might sound like I'm exaggerating, but this is the guy who's told me I have to be out of the living room by 10:30pm because the light coming under his door keeps him awake, and who's told me not to eat or drink after 9pm ( ... )

xfirefly9x June 7 2011, 02:18:23 UTC

Good luck with exam/s!

borg_princess June 7 2011, 02:43:19 UTC

Just the one, thank goodness! I'm really worried 'coz our essay's not come back. I was a bit more optimistic about this one, but I like to have the mark so I can calculate what percentage I need on the exam, y'know? So I'm miffed the lecturer's not gotten back to us. *pout*

xfirefly9x June 7 2011, 07:21:35 UTC

Ooh lucky. One is good.
Could be the lecturer is just busy with lots of other ones to mark..?

borg_princess June 7 2011, 08:50:12 UTC

Yep, if I pass, it'll be my last exam ever!

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sunny_serenity June 8 2011, 06:09:33 UTC

Re: EMMA SPAAAAAAAAAAM!!!1!!1 borg_princess June 8 2011, 06:47:39 UTC

Hehe, good point, I guess, she prob scares off people and is all NO-NONSENSE SRS BZNSS, SHOVE OFF AND LET US WORK. She's also very tall.

I have a thing about her for irrational reasons- I know this is ridiculous and silly of me, but I always see her grabbing hold of Emma and steering her around? I know that's logically 'coz there's people around them and she's keeping hold of her and whatever, but when I see it, just looks controlling and like she's pushing her around. I KNOW THAT'S NOT THE CASE. But still.

OMG, sweetie, all these beautiful gifs! LOVE YOU SO MUCH. That one 'we are special' is priceless, aww!

Obv I can't compete with the Gif Queen, but here is my heartfelt offering:

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Re: EMMA SPAAAAAAAAAAM!!!1!!1 borg_princess June 10 2011, 12:26:13 UTC

BTW. I was reading this post about 'Celebrities Caught Staring at Boobs' and look what popped up!

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sunny_serenity June 10 2011, 20:36:24 UTC

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borg_princess June 23 2011, 03:42:16 UTC

Forgive meeee, I missed this comment!

I have been wanting to unleash that on you for AGES and I finally found an opportunity! HUZZAH!

AWESOME GIF IS AWESOME. *snuggles it* Aww, so cuuuuute! Stealing! :P

What a jerk. Why doesn't he try not being a jerk for once?

Hahahaaa. Yes, plz.

Mother was like 'can you not swear so much?' but that was it. At least she deflected his attention to her.

I scored 14/20. *bites lip*
But that's good... right? I mean, you got more than half right, so... that's... a pass?

Oh, definitely, it's a pass. It's just that the essay for this was CRAZY DIFFICULT IMPOSSIBLE and if I'd done better on the quiz, I'd feel better about my chances of passing the unit overall. I mean, okay, I only need 28% on the essay to pass, BUT STILL. I FRET.

A+ use of Courtney gif.

TY TY. *bows*

Oh we're supposed to believe this is the FIRST TIME? PUH-LEEZE GIRLFRIEND.Pfft, lol, ohyeah, porn and I are close intimate associates- *cracks up laughing* I can't even keep a straight face. IDEK where to find porn, tbh. We had an ( ... )