nobody is cool anymore unless they do these things apparently ( Read more... )

is it strange that i know im going to either die a heroic or very tragic premature death?

sometimes it all seems so meaningless

dont hurt me... but this is a list of things i think are overrated and/or i just dont undertand ( Read more... )

maybe i just think about things too much and let things bother me too easy but this has suddenly became the worst birthday ever ( Read more... )

i wish more girls wanted to go to museums or aquariums or something of the sort instead of "getting wasted" or whatever... drinking is fun... but its fun for somethings and some places and sometimes... its not an everyday event... i mean i could easily drink everyday, but if you think about it honestly.. its lame! what kind of person has to drink ( Read more... )

( i wrote a story.. read it )

i think its time to only associate with people who really want to be in my life... not cause a lame reason like free hair cuts, or cause they like my hair, or cause i know someone they want to know too... but because they generally want to know me...

ps.
worst weekend ever

tonight is one of those nights when for some reason the taste of your own spit in your mouth sickens you... one of those nights when theres a uneasy feeling turning in your belly... those nights you avoid rooms with mirrors at all costs... those nights when theres a million things to do and you sit at home in fear of something. you dont know what ( Read more... )

theres a mirror in my bedroom that tells me the truth ( Read more... )