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Exhausted!!!!!
I have been up for the past 2 night and have only gotten 6 hours sleep between the 2 days. I went to Omega fri night and had a blast but after the club sucked. Last night Jeffrey and my friend Jose came over and spent the night. So back to work tomorrow. I am so tired. Plus I have been doing a lot of thinking. Abotu what I don't know I just have ( Read more... ) -
Moarning still!!!
So I have been to Ronald's grave twice. And everytime I go I get more and more depressed. But I have to go cuz I feel that if I don't go Ronald will get mad. I know that is silly but that is what I think. I miss that kid so much. I know I say that everytime but I do. So I am going to envy on Fri and I am going to a halloween party on sat. So my ( Read more... ) -
I'm Sprung!!!
I really love the new song by T Payne. I'm Sprung. I am listening to it right now. So I guess I am not in the loop anymore. Cuz all I have been doing is moarning Ronald. But that is all I can do. I cant help it. I loved the kid so much. But I am going to a Halloween party this weekend at my friend Spruce's house. I always have a blast when I am ( Read more... ) -
Well anyways!!!!
Life has been such a drag since Ronald died. But there is nothing I can do to make myself happy. I have tried everything even my new b/f can make me as happy as Ronald did. I have his pic as my screensaver on my phone and everytime I open it I see his wonderful smile it makes me happy but also very sad and lonely. I love that kid still even if he ( Read more... ) -
Still mourning!!!!
So I am still really sad about Ronald it is like things are never gonna get better. I really loved that fool. But I guess I am getting on with my life. SO my baby girl had to get her shots today and she aint feeling to good and that makes me even sadder. My finger is killing me cuz I cut it and I am about to go to Manchester to see me new bf Jeff. ( Read more... ) -
I miss him so much!!!!
I cant believe how much I would miss Ronald. He was like everything to me. His wake is tomorrow and then they will be taking his body to Ecuador. I don't even want his body to leave. I want him to be burried here so I can go and visit his grave. I know that is beign kinda selfish but he was my best friend. I cant believe how much this is effecting ( Read more... ) -
Another Loss!!!!
So another one of my close friends died yesterday. So I wanna say rest in peace to my boy Ronald Macias. I am so sad!!! He meant everything to me and he is gone just like everyone else that gets close to me. I miss him so much already. He died Sat morning in a car accident. My heart is broken once again. I was just with him last weekend. We went to ( Read more... ) -
Fun times!!!!
I went otu for the first time in ages last night and I had fun some what. I went to Envy and danced it up a lil bit. I looked so pretty. I didn't think that I would get my body back so quick but I did and I am glad. I danced with Ronald Macias. I have missed him so much while I was pregnant and now he is going to be a father to a lil boy. So I am ( Read more... ) -
Welcome Kailia!!!!!
Let's all welcome to the world Kailia Ardiana Thomas born on Aug 19th, 2005 at 9 pm. She was 6 lbs 7 oz and was 20 ins long. She has lots of black hair. She looks so much like Marc it is ridiculous. She has my skin tone and she is just perfect. I love her so much. I never thought that I could love anyone or anything as much as I love her. She has ( Read more... ) -
Saturday is the big day!!!!
So Sat is the big day hopefully the baby will come on time if not I think that I am going to die. If I get any bigger I am going to break in two. It really sucks I never recommend anyone to get pregnant it has been such a long journey and it only seems like it is getting longer as the days go by. But what the hell can I do about it. If she don't ( Read more... )