For those of you who DONT already know.

Youre reading the journal of the FHS band's newest WOODWIND CAPTAIN!!!!!! =)

For the first time in a long time, everything seems to be perfect. =)

I'm so in love and I know for a FACT now that he feels the exact same way about me that I do him.
I've been talking to his friend named Deisy, the one that I was "jealous of" and she's one of the coolest people I've ever met.

I hope next year me and her are good Great friends ( Read more... )

I've been pretending so long that I've forgotten what real is.

I've been pretending that everything is okay, when nothing is okay. At all.

At All.

WOOT!!

My mom can't come back to Florida for a week like she was GOING to. So she has arranged for me to fly up to New York this Thursday after school and stay with her until Sunday. YESSS!!! We're gonna go see RENT on broadway!! YAYYY!!! I get to miss school and go to NY!!

YUSSSSSSSSSS!

LATER
LOVE
~Natalie~

"The little mexican man on the tractor stole my toaster!!!"

lmao.. There's only one person in the entire world that would understand what I'm talking about.
I don't even know why I just thought of that. lmfao.

whazzzzupppp? *sigh* My mom comes back next week.. for like.. a week. Then leaves again.
=( Shes in some store in pennsylvania and her manager ( i dunno how she has a manager since shes the highest manager at the store but anyway) wants her to stay there for a LONNNNNGGG time and help train other people that are starting out with the job that she ( Read more... )

I get so jealous, and I don't even know why.

Chicago was so fucking awesome. I had the best time. I'm so glad I got to finally take a break from work, school, and all this everyday drama. Heres all the pics I took!

( CHICAGO )

CHICAGO!

Lol.. Brandon-SPLOOGE!

Got my schedule all planned out for next year ( Read more... )