Isn't it about time that I loved life ( Read more... )

"...if I don't come back then I won't look behind me ( Read more... )

...I could start on a clean page and be happy.

Yeah right.

I wish too much.

Ok, this is the last thing I'm doing before I write my two papers for my seminar ( Read more... )

For the record...
Everything went pretty good.

Don't you just love how you think people are your friends or your boyfriend and then they turn out the complete opposite of what you expected ( Read more... )

"..and I'll have you know I'm scared to death."

Do you know how much you're hurting me?
Do you know how much I cry?
Do you know how difficult it is for me to be this far away?
Do...
...I can't even write anymore.
I need to go somewhere.
I just don't know where yet.

Home soon...<3...

He's home!!!

Thank God! This has been the longest week ever. Parts of it were good...but I would have much rather been on the cruise with Mikey. He's stopping by today and I can't wait. In the mean time...I think I'll go watch a movie with my mom and maybe eat some cheesecake.

Oh how I love that boy...<3

Have you ever cried so hard you thought you were going to throw up?
That's how I feel right now...

I knew it would happen again once we came back.
34 days until I'm gone.
I still don't think he realizes it :(