Today was HORRIBLE  I disgust myself I'd like to puke and destroy myself and my soul in all it's entirity...

The reason:
This morning during Break Robert was his usual self... sleepy but playful. I drop off my stuff inside the portable  and I could feel my throat swelling up as I thought about what I'm going to tell Robert. Before I knew it I was ( Read more... )

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YELLOW

You are very perceptive and smart. You are clear and to the point and have a great sense of humor. You are always learning and searching for understanding.

Find out your color at Quiz Me!

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As all of you know... I don't mind my family... to me they're OK. No one is perfect much less the American family. Also, I'm sure I told most of you how I'm in Jersey, and previously I've mentioned wanting to move here... just leave everything behind and move. After all... it happens eventually doesn't it? everyone leaves you so why not get a head ( Read more... )

 Friday: December 17, 2004
in the morning.... hung out with Rob...
Lunch was spent alone, then I went to night school.

Saturday & Sunday: Then came the 18th-19th
Monday : 12/20/04
I was doing crowd control, god it's great to help people... have people admire you cause you because they know you're helping them and they appreciate it. Watching a little ( Read more... )

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and this phone tag game is endless....

I'm all depressed and emo... I could only assume it's post PMS, I hate this PMS shit it ruins everything. One minute I'm happy, the next I'm tired then I'm horny, depressed and I go to  sleep to make it all stop. the tears continue to trickle down my face when I close my eyes.I want it all to stop, I ( Read more... )

-this sucks
-I have my period
-Lunch was boring, Robert wasn't there
-my cramps are so bad I feel like vomitting
-I'm bloated like a blow fish

I hate periods, this is the worst ever.

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