I feel like being normal today. Anyway, I have been talking to Jermel on the internet everyday. It has sort of been in secret because, I do not want anyone to say anything about how, do you talk to him or anything like that ( Read more... )

 I am really freaking out right now because, I have no prom date!  I mean, I do not even know who I might want to go with.  Justin keeps looking better and better but, he is so damn mean!  Like today, he told his sister that he was not taking her home and he had called his mother and she was on the way to come and pick her up!   Is that not mean? ( Read more... )

Ok, so the party.  It was hilarious!  I had fun.  I brought my non-party friend Paige along.  She has never been to any type of dance in her life. It was so funny.  She walks into this club looking straight out of the GAP Catalog with her Gap jeans, off the shoulder initial turquoise shirt, her GAP blazer and her $90 Diesels.  I get out of the ( Read more... )

Well, Iman and I are suppossed to go bowling tomorrow for our birthday.  But, Lamont is having a party and he put our name on the flyer as special guest because of our birthday.  I really want to go bowling but I also really want to go to a party!  I went to one last week and it was so fun.  Dancing makes me feel thinner and it is hilarious ( Read more... )

 Today was awesome!  I just feel good.  I cannot say that it was bad.  Maybe because I had practice and that always makes me feel awesome.  But you know how that goes.

Anyways, Effiong spoke again.  I spoke back.  It is just like the old days. He speaks and then drops his head. I just say his name and we keep going.  I might get a sentence out of ( Read more... )

so pissed off. I have just written my journal for about 20 minutes and now, it is gone. it has dissappered. I will write tomorrow because, I am so heated that it is gone. Live Journal, because of you, my day is SHIT ( Read more... )

Well, I gave Justin my number on Tuesday. He called me Wednesday. I was not home. I returned the phone call on Thursday and he told me that he is not looking for anyone right now. It was cool because at least he was honest. I mean yeah, I still like him but, what can I do ( Read more... )

I am bored. So i went on yahoo and typed my name in. up came this chicks live journal on blurty.com. She says she is married to Nick Carter. They have two kids and all of this stuff. Then, Nick has a website. It is really weird because it is dated back in 2003. It seems true because it talks about Nick Carter's problems with his parents. ( Read more... )

Well, someone did and that someone was Kai and I was standing right there! Can you believe it? Kai told Justin that I really like him and I walked up and took his hand and held it until we both let go. It was awesome. Here is what basically happened ( Read more... )

Before I start I wonder why my journal dated for 2005? What is up with that. I am going to leave it as is because, it might mess up ( Read more... )