It's amazing how easily you can let go of me.Could you ( Read more... )

I don't want us to be done, one night shouldn't ruin the good times we have had. I am sorry that I was pissed off last night when I should of been listening to you. Please don't let it go.

Stupid me for even thinking that something good would work for me. I fucking fall for this girl that i like and care about so much and she pushes me away and tells me "us" was a mistake and ends it. the same day we started to "go out". wow. im cool arent i? Fuck.

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Hello, today was a faggot and a half. I did absolutely nothing....I was excited to see Kayla tonight but she went home instead. So thus I wasted a night of going somewhere. I don't care though...I got to talk to my mom for an hour about whats wrong with me and school and everything. We watched CSI:NY & Law and Order:Special Victims Unit. I love her ( Read more... )

Wow......................it has been soooooo long since I typed in this damn thing....haha wow....so much has changed since the last entry. I am still depressed over everything....school is dragging me down....not so much people anymore.....I finally established who my real friends are......and I love them all....I thank them for being there for me ( Read more... )

Alot has happened in the past week or two, school has started up, got to see all the people ive come to hate, my good friends, and some new people. I got all the classes I want as well, this year should go by fine I think. The whole thing that Melissa and I had is pretty much done, she didn't have intrest in me and we just let it slip away. Its ok ( Read more... )

Today I woke up ( Read more... )

I am so tired of being thrown around. I don't like to love. I don't like anything that has to do with feelings. I am so sick of it. If it's one thing that I hate the most it's being in competition against another guy for the person I have a crush on. This is nothing but a run down roller-coaster ride, and it's not stopping to let me off. I don't ( Read more... )

Right now I really don't care if I'm alone or if I got you sittin' here ( Read more... )

Fuck you. Im done with this. Im not going to be your little side dish that you feed off of when you please. Dont worry about who to like. Because im done. I knew I would just get myself hurt in the end.

Thanks again for breaking my mended heart.

Truly.

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