just so everyone knows, jared is not having a halloween party on monday night. he never really agreed to it, so dont show up at his house expecting a party.
im not going to put in the effort if you're just gonna push me away. i put my whole heart into something without return for 2 years. im not doing it again. i wanted to be your friend stevie. i miss you. but if you cant give me the time of day, then im not going to bother. i cant.
it seems to make so much sense now. which hurts. everything i read that she's written.. its so obvious. even going way back to the beginning of the year. it was alwyas like this. she was alwyas like this. and i feel stupid that i never noticed before.