Maybe I have gained something. All i know is that i hate feeling so empty. I use to be so happy with my life. But then things drastically went down hill. I find myself eagerly awaiting death sometimes, because then i know i won't have to be here, in this hell that we call earth. I thought i had changed those thoughts in my head, but then today, i realized i was just kidding myself, and trying to percieve everything as being ok. I don't know what to think anymore; i feel so empty, and body, day by day becomes more weak as the pain grows inside!
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Don't you hate how it comes at the most inopportune moments? I am sorry for your loss, but maybe your loss was a gain in some strange way.
-Nylrem
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