Yeah fun...how about NOT! It wasn't that bad having family over, but it would have been SO MUCH BETTER if my baby was here! ::tear:: Sorry you couldn't come! We'll have to re-create it another day while you're here, mk?! So i did the annual tradition of calling Pettit to wish him a Happy Birthday; yeah that was funny b/c him, Abanifi and Pettit's ( Read more... )

Humm....is it weird that i am not as happy as people think i am; everyone seems more excited that Dallas is here more than i am. Don't get me wrong, i am SOOOOOOOOOO happy to see him and to be w/ him, it's just so out of the blue. I never actually thought he would fly here and see me. I knew i would see him this summer, i just didn't expect it to ( Read more... )

I recieved a very unexpected phone call tonight; but it was truly needed. D, i don't hold a grudge at all, i'm sorry for all the drama, and i wish things could be different. Sorry! lol ( Read more... )

Well, it was around 4 or so and the door bell rings. My parents tell me to go answer it and i'm still in my pj's, so i walk to the door, look out and guess who it is?!!! DALLAS!! Holy shiat! I flipped out, and told my mom to answer the door; i ran to my room to put on some clothes, lol! OH MY LORD!!!!! He was at my house, sitting on my couch, ( Read more... )

Well they still don't know what is wrong w/ my sis; this is so nerve racking, but i got to deal! I barely got any sleep b/c of worrying and b/c of my nephew! Babies crying all through the night is so not fun, lol! Anyways i hope my sis is fine, but she is suppose to have surgery tomorrow, but it's not looking that way now. So much freakin drama ( Read more... )

Holy crap...i just remembered the horrible nightmare i had last night. It seemed SOOOO real it's scary. It had someone very important to me in it, and if something like this EVER happens to this person i will die! I was hanging out w/ friends and i recieved a phone call from this someone's brother, informing me that this special person in my life ( Read more... )

We had our annual get together at my Aunt Janice's house. Wow, fun stuff lemme tell ya! lol Oh well...i wish i could spend that night again w/ you. I don't know what's going on with you, and i wish you weren't in so much pain. Please, let me in, don't push me away b/c there's drama in your life. I don't want us to lose what we have...friendship or ( Read more... )

Hmmm...well i do feel bad for the harshness towards someone. That person means a lot to me, but i hate feeling like i'm not fully welcomed in a friendship. It's hard to explain. All i want to do is take away his pain b/c the tone in his voice is heartbreaking. AHH! This is sucky, he needs to have some happiness for once. After that little talk i ( Read more... )

HAHA...i enjoy people calling, and calling you then once you call them back they don't answer. It's so funny; haha. Yeah, so today i have been just relaxing and wondering about certain issues going on. Who knows why i always get screwed over; who knows why people always think i am the pain causer (sometimes i am i have to admit)when i always end up ( Read more... )

I wanted to prove you all wrong; in a way i have, but it looks like what i was hoping to happen isn't going to. I'm grounded, for you, i've realized things, because of you. I don't want to let ya go, but i don't know what to do. Hmmm....life is so confusing. I'm sorry i have a lot of people i care about; sorry i'm not the jealous type and you are, ( Read more... )