I don't want to talk about the plane crash. I've already had enough of it and it's only been a few hours. Suffice it to say that people here were losing their freaking minds. And I'm already tired of hearing people who live like in the middle of nowhere muse on this, because you don't get it. Sorry kids, it's just that simple ( Read more... )

I'm about to go on a pseudo-Lewis Blackesque rant, so pardon me ( Read more... )

CaptainBackfirre: I think we've reached the point in our relationship when I can tell you this ( Read more... )

I heard something funny on the radio today that I thought Nina and Schaf would find funny, so I called Schaf and left her a message about it. The thing is, I hate those moments when I want to call Nina and I can't. It's such a punch in the gut. I'm not like throw-myself-down-and-start-bawling depressed, it's just like... goddamnit, gaaahh! Ya ( Read more... )

Yes oh yes oh yes, the grand plan that came to me in a dream and made its way into my brain by way of a fabulous epiphany this afternoon is taking shape ( Read more... )

Here I am kids, fresh from my stay at Jersey City Medical Center. This is the first time I've had enough strength to actually get up and sit at my computer and type, but I can't promise I can get thru the whole story just yet. I'm still pretty messy. But I defintely need to vent and I suppose it wouldn't hurt to fill people in and answer some ( Read more... )

Me: btw I'm a total loser and I'm totally psyched about the new reality show House of Carters... it's gonna be such a fabulous trainwreck and so white trash-tastic ( Read more... )

It's just that... it's Nina all over again. And no matter how much time goes by and how much you understand, you will never ever be able to fully convince yourself that you couldn't have fixed it, this time or the next.

Anne: nothing reasonable you say will make any difference
Me: I know.. and yet I still say it.
Me: like an asshole
Me: this is why I lose friends
Me: I can't shut up, even when I know it's futile

Step one - you say, "We need to talk ( Read more... )