[IC] Mistletoe continuations/new threads

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[mind_over_metal]

[from here]

*conceding a point, partway*

You would know that already, but sometimes it's also good to be said.

[mind_over_metal]

Then what is it that you lose by not having her by your side?

[goddamnemperor]

[quiet, looks torn]

I'll lose her.

[mind_over_metal]

*also quiet, watching him softly*

The losses that we're given can be turned to ends both wondrous and monstrous.

[goddamnemperor]

I do not see how this could be wondrous. Do you know why I stay here? Partly for hope and partly because I do not have to watch her die on me. She would curse me for such an action, but I find I do not care.

[mind_over_metal]

I'm not telling you anything that you don't know. The way that a person can continue even after we've lost them is very powerful. And how we respond in the face of that loss...

...I understand. Why it is that you stay here.

[goddamnemperor]

[laughs softly, mockingly]

I suppose if anyone understood, it would be you.

[mind_over_metal]

Yes.

*rests a hand on Leto's shoulder*

[goddamnemperor]

[lightly thumbs Charles' lips]

I don't have the desire to hurt anyone, though it lives in me, black and lonely. But sometimes I look at you and I think there's no one I would hurt more.

I won't. But it's there.

[mind_over_metal]

The fact that you won't is not something that I take for granted. So I do... appreciate it, I suppose.

[goddamnemperor]

I doubt you'll ever take anything for granted again, Charles.

[leans to kiss him]

[mind_over_metal]

*meets him as much as physicality allows, hand still resting on Leto's shoulder, his fingers touching skin and wormskin, as he kisses him with a softness that speaks of thought and restraint*

[goddamnemperor]

[tips your head slightly up, fingers in your hair]

[mind_over_metal]

*and he's always been short and he did get a little bit of experience when he arrived here in July, but still, the whole approach is different, looking up at such a dramatic angle and not having a choice in the matter. it's uncomfortable and as Charles lets himself be guided, his hands slide from above and at Leto's shoulders, down his arms, to where they hope to find a place to stay. the courteous cover is still there, but there's a glimmer of a brighter, more aggressive impulse underneath.*

[goddamnemperor]

[he laughs, breaking them apart for a moment]

You don't think I can see the way you hide yourself? Proper, prim, Charles Xavier. There's no need for that, here.

[mind_over_metal]

I prefer to think of it as courteousness.