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[borninfamous]

I'm so...overwhelmed. I don't even know if I'll post this, it's not like anyone's really around to read it. I just need to talk. I don't know who to turn to anymore, it sounds so cliche, but I feel so alone. I'm sitting here right now, trying not to let myself cry. Partially because Dad's sitting across the room from me, partially because everytime

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[chocodiablo]

i wish i was home with you to help you through this so much. you might be confused that i'd say this, but in a way, i'm glad you're experiencing this. the reason it hurts so much is because all the other boys didn't matter, and this one did, and maybe you didn't realize just how much until it ended. i know it's going to hurt and you're going to feel sick every morning when you wake up and remember, but this is what will make you strong in the end. i think it's good that you're getting to experience it before you go to university rather than have it happen later. it will make you better, it will make you stronger and you will learn something. i'm not talking about learning like "oh, i'll never let anyone love me again" but learning in the sense of you knowing how great love is - good and bad