The stars are still urging you to let go of everything you think of as normal in favor of going after exactly what you want. Ditch the usual and be brave ( Read more... )

it feels sooooooooo amazing to be back. i missed my friends so much. they are truly the air i breathe. kaila's having a huge bash this weekend. i hope my mom lets me go. i better be able to go. to bad it all the way out in north branch. i feel pretty shitty today omg! i was so tired. except i had a lot of fun. i skipped second hr. to catch up on ( Read more... )

im still pretty tired. i slept all day but im still reallly tired. i really wanted to go to school but i dont have any energy. i hope i dont have mono or anything. if it gets worse im going to the doctor. taco night is tonight and while everyone is having fun im sitting at home wishing i could go. fuck that. i hate being alone. :( im sad. i wish ( Read more... )

new york = hectic chaos of billions of people, night life amazing, the places i went amazing, fun ( Read more... )

So honestly, how could you say those things ( Read more... )

i came home early from work. and talent show try outs are coming up but i dont know if we still are going to do it. today was such a great day! i was so excited to see carlee. she looked so cute! i missed her so much! new york woot woot! its so werid how old memories come up randomly throughout my day. good ones. today was soo good! it was fun to ( Read more... )

janelles party was a blast! and we all had fun. dinner was great and we had fun being girls. we blew up about 100 balloons and at the end of the night after dinner (that her dad prepared and it was a four course meal) we popped them! it was totally fun! then today i woke up early and went shopping for v-day with my mom. it was fun and i got a lot ( Read more... )

just got off the phone with my aunt. talked about new york for a half hr. im very excited and the fact shes a travel planner makes it even better. thursday night we will be staying at a hotel and waking up at 3 a.m. to catch a flight at 4:30 and then we will be in new york at about 9 or 10 im sure and we will be seeing the gates display and 2 plays ( Read more... )

sammy is so cute she gave me all her money from her account in choir out of everybody she picked me. omg! i freaking love her! that was like the nicest thing. out of everybody she said she picked me. new york this weekend and v-day and im supposed to hang out with lisa and tim. to make belated v-day shirts for shizzle. tonight i babysit. 6 p.m. im ( Read more... )

just got home and it looks like im home on a friday night early for a change and no house parties or nething. its odd but well needed. it feels good to breathe again. to be able to do what i should do for a change instead of trying to make something be something it never will. fueds are overrated and so is relationship. im done holding on to a bare ( Read more... )