I dislike myself greatly for falling in love with the song "No Children" by the Mountain Goats, but my gawd, the bitterness of it is so damned elegant!!

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I posted the video that I took for the Sanctuary tattoo people on youtube the other day, and it apparently got featured on one of their main pages, since it had a sudden explosion of views over the last 24 hours.

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Any way, when a video gets that much attention, you get a few side effects. One, you get every Tom Dick and Harry posting completely ( Read more... )

Seems the more I try though, the more I severely fuck up, which makes me try harder, which fucks things up even more. Some things never change.

The more I socialize with new groups of people that seem to like me. The more I always get that creeping sensation that I'm wearing out my welcome. It has happened so many times with out my realizing it until I get cast out, that my mind has just instantly come to expect it. 'Course, it also doesn't help that I start seeing the same behavior in ( Read more... )

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Do you ever find yourself so angry over a corrupt power that screwed you and you can't do any thing about it that you start losing sleep over it? I hate the people who run the industry. The local industry especially. Trying so hard to be like the real thing on the west coast, when they themselves would be shrugged off by those they try tyo ( Read more... )

I'm giving out prizes in honor of my 100th vid! Go look!!!

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Just love gettin' jerked around by know nothing indy film wannabes who think they have the next big main stream hit in a pile of unorganized footage that they guard like the holy grail. I think they're ambition is easily answered by looking up how many amazingly successful film makers have come from, and produced their films in Maine. Gawd people ( Read more... )

Well, I just idiotically saved an hour of worthless footage, and wiped out every bit of video I shot in Salem on Saturday.

And people wonder why I get self destructive.

Good day eh, and welcome to Salem Massachusetts.


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