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[boronthearcher]

I know I am usually the one who gets upset when people post how bad and depressing their lives are but I just have to post about my life right now because there is nobody on AIM and I need to get it out

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[theshinobi]

Whoa now, listen here muthafucka, don't you start talking that way too. So what if you don't know what to do with your life; neither does half of the goddamn world. And come on, you keep trying to please everyone and you'll only end up disappointed. So shut up with this "I am nothing" shit, or I might have to take some drastic action.

[boronthearcher]

I am not gonna do anything stupid I just needed to get it out. I realize most people don't know what they are doing but I just feel so pressured by my immediate family and by reletives to know. I don't plan to turn into one of those people who are always depressed and need other peoples sympathy but I did need to get this off my chest.

[iamahappysponge]

I know mostly is looks like your (not you personally but in general) life can really suck a lot. if not all the time. i've felt that way, most of my friends have felt that way. and the good news is it will blow over. nothing lasts forever. if your parents want to control your next few years living at home..so let them. in the end you are in control of everything you do. and i don't just mean what you do on one day but how you chose to feel and what you do with your life. you will find something. it could be 10 years from now, or it could be next week. i know i have no idea what i want to do. but the good thing is we're young and we have so much time. you need to tell your parents that if they continue to pressure you like this, you might lose your childhood in trying to decide. anyway, it does always feel good to get stuff off your chest so i guess it's good you have something like livejournal where you can do that. alright well anytime you need to talk just ask, i'm here.

[thekingratsings]

Look dude (not to repeat what cat and traigh are saying) but man you have a lot to live for, you havent even reached the best part of your life yet. how would you like to miss out on living alone? having children, getting married, and hell who wants to die a virgin. You got to look on the things you have not yet experienced as something good. And don't give me that crap like, your never gonna geta girlfriend or ever have sex or ever do anything, cause that is untrue. Ian i really like hanging out with you and i know people like to hang out with you too. But yeah life kicks you in the ass sometimes but why give up... your only 16 you could live til your 100 think about how much more life you have. And with the whole "what you want to do for a living" deal man you still have time you shall figure it out, and remember the most inportant thing in life is to be happy... so don't let people bring you down.

[drbtcp_agent539]

i wanna say something to help u. i know what i wanna say i just can't put it into words. All i knoww is that death is not the way to go. Life can be scary but dying is scarier(at least i think so) i know how u feel. i had "friends" that i hung out wit but i felt lik i was there but i wasn't so i ditched them and found some that really appreciate me. thats always the way to go so make ur presence felt. As for ur parents controlling ur life and u not knowing what u want u want to do. there r a whole bunch of ppl that don't know what they want to do with their life i sure as hell don't know what im goin to do. And the only reason ur parents r controlling ur life is becasue they love u so don't hate them for being concerned an loving u. i know teenagers tend to overlook that sometines but they need to realize it. i know i don't know u like that but im here if u ever wanna talk ill listen i do my best to help.

andrea

[drbtcp_agent539]

yea umm from my other comment i ment NOT always the way to go. on the part about ditching me ditching my friends

andrea

[boronthearcher]

geez you are all talking like I am going to kill myself. I don't think I could ever get that depressed. No Emmett if I ever did kill myself I would make sure I had sex first. I was just really messed up last night I feel much better today.

[drbtcp_agent539]

well u sounded like u were going to kill urself. with the whole "the bottem line is i don't think life is worth living nemore" that sounds like killing urself to me. but im glad ur feeling better today.