~hugs and kisses~xoxgrrrlxoxApril 21 2005, 17:06:48 UTC
aww audra im so sorry to hear that. I cannot believe how strong u are to be able to go through that. I hope things turn out alright for u and that things get better!! Anyways i best be off. xoxo ashley p.s. You must be so excited about the house! I cant wait to be able to move out and get my own!
Re: ~hugs and kisses~borxette_gurlieApril 22 2005, 01:02:44 UTC
Thanx sabz i know, i know...its just hard to be strong, but im trying and i love you madly. Tomorrow better friggin rock! wanna do my makeup and make me feel pretty?
Re: ~hugs and kisses~borxette_gurlieApril 22 2005, 01:01:02 UTC
Thank you Ashley! It's tough and its such a one day at a time thing..i have my moments trust me. Yesterday i was going to sobeys and seeing a little baby in a car seat. Things will get better for sure...its just gonna take some time. And i am SO excited about the house!!! We just went and signed the final papers today.
well my sister beat me to it! While reading your entire entry I just kept thinking "Awww, Audra is SO strong".. you truly are!
I'm truly sorry that this all happened! But I PROMISE you, when you guys are ready to have your next one it will all make sense. When you see he/she growing up you'll be able to think that if this hadn't happened, he/she would've never existed!
And you are right - you're very lucky to have Kayla ;) Man, if I'm having a hard day at work all I have to do is look at her picture at my desk and it just automatically makes me smile! That kid is amazing!
I love you lots! Thanks for coming out last night and helping get me free drinks hahaha! You rule hun!
Thanks Michymee. I've been trying to be strong, but its hard. Sometimes i find myself just prentending...and then other times i seriously think that things are getting better. I still have my little break down moments and things like that. That is true...if this wouldnt have happened there would have been a baby that would have never existed. I wouldnt give up kayla for anything! You're so right, if im having a rough day all i have to do is ask kayla do say something or dance or i just watch her or whatever and its almost like it all melts away. I love you tonnes. Youre welcome for goin out lastnite...thanx for inviting me and such. It was fun and it was nice to get my mind off of things...even for a little while. Next time i will have one of those shots :) maybe haha love ya audra
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You must be so excited about the house! I cant wait to be able to move out and get my own!
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I'm truly sorry that this all happened! But I PROMISE you, when you guys are ready to have your next one it will all make sense. When you see he/she growing up you'll be able to think that if this hadn't happened, he/she would've never existed!
And you are right - you're very lucky to have Kayla ;) Man, if I'm having a hard day at work all I have to do is look at her picture at my desk and it just automatically makes me smile! That kid is amazing!
I love you lots! Thanks for coming out last night and helping get me free drinks hahaha! You rule hun!
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Michelle
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I've been trying to be strong, but its hard. Sometimes i find myself just prentending...and then other times i seriously think that things are getting better. I still have my little break down moments and things like that.
That is true...if this wouldnt have happened there would have been a baby that would have never existed.
I wouldnt give up kayla for anything! You're so right, if im having a rough day all i have to do is ask kayla do say something or dance or i just watch her or whatever and its almost like it all melts away.
I love you tonnes. Youre welcome for goin out lastnite...thanx for inviting me and such. It was fun and it was nice to get my mind off of things...even for a little while. Next time i will have one of those shots :) maybe haha
love ya
audra
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