sup! today I'm gettin confirmed and man I look good. I've been tanning the last few weeks, started working out again and yesterday I finally got my much needed haircut. Today I'm completely dressed up and looking different than I have, I'm likin it heh.

Lets just say another tragedy has befallen the Landers family which is already breaking apart....I think we're all gonna just die sometime soon, at least I am anyway... FUCK ALL THIS GODDAMN STRESS why won't anything good happen to me! I swear...nothing good will ever FUCKING happen here....God shoul just strike me with lightning and make me happy ( Read more... )

I wear when I write in this thing its usually pretty negative, I guess the things that stick to me the most are just negative, I dunno. Right now everything is kinda going downhill. My family situation right now....is hectic I don't remember I time when my family has been so ripped apart, we've gone through trauma after trauma ever since I was in ( Read more... )

OK so all the sudden I found something out today. I was talking to my friend Michael and we were talking about how lester was dressed as a catholic priest and he was like "oh I heard about that" and I asked him what and he said he heard about something that happened to a boy there....that's the thing that happened to me! So now I guess a lot of ( Read more... )

I don't know what to do. Right after I told my friend I would ALWAYS be there for him, which I will he said some shit that pissed me off and I didn't wanna talk to him at the time for a while. But I really haven't talked to him since then and I just hope I haven't lost him.

I swear, I feel like the biggest loser. When I try being friends with someone new or not or get closer to people it really seems like they don't want to and I get mass ignored. I guess I must really be that boring or annoying or something, I dunno what my problem is or what's so wrong with me, I guess I just won't understand unless one of those ppl ( Read more... )

Well I have this awesome friend, she's dating a trashy southern homophobe. She says there's really nothing wrong because she can keep him from hurting ppl, although I think the fact that he wants to at all, makes him trash and I told her that. OH this is the sweetest part here what her bf said to me! "hey bitch u can run but u cant hide and when i ( Read more... )

Goddamn....I still like him...so much it hurts, gotta love when you'll never stand a chance with the person most perfect for you.

I swear I'm so much different than I used to be. I used to friggen HATE queens and now some of my favorite people are, I was mass uncomfortable about people knowing I'm gay, now when people jokingly say "what are you gay?" when they truly think I'm straight I just say "ding ding! I like the cock" wowza mass different ( Read more... )

Well I just got back from a lil' sleepover party which I kinda needed. It was fun and I hung out wit some cool peeps I've never really hung out with before and this girl kelsey is gonna give me lotsa maralyn stuff WOOHOO. Another person I met was sherena or however you speell it, you know her bryan! That freaked me out when she talked about some ( Read more... )