I was looking through our calendar, making some notes and adjustments to the schedule (I'm not getting into that again, it just makes me so gosh darned angry) and I realized something
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Re: locked to Barbboss_lady_barbAugust 5 2007, 20:25:37 UTC
Thank you, sweetie. I know it's important and I am so glad that I can put it behind me now. I don't have that axe hanging over my head any more.
I know Ben's sorry, we talked. He told me he's still the same person and I know he is. He's still Ben and he wants to do the right thing. I know he will, it's just our fault that he stumbled.
Ben isn't seeing Brynn any more, Abby. We don't have to worry about that. He knows he needs to wait until he's married. It's the only option he has.
I don't know what anyone can do. I feel horrible. Part of me wants to just take my kids, MY kids, and leave. I know my sister would let us stay with her for a while. But I can't do that.
Re: locked to Barblockhart_mdAugust 6 2007, 06:54:14 UTC
Of course he's still the same person. He sounds like a wonderful kid, really.
Oh. Well, I'm sure he was careful when they were together. I'm sorry, the question just kind of comes automatically for me.
I know you've said you can't because of the other kids. Is there another reason you can't? If your sister would let you stay, if it's what's best for you and your kids?
Re: locked to Barbboss_lady_barbAugust 6 2007, 06:57:46 UTC
You probably think I'm foolish for this, but Bill and I got married in a Mormon Temple. We were sealed. Forever. I promised that to him and to God. I've broken so many other promises that breaking the most important one seems like more than I can handle.
And I know, I just know that Bill wouldn't come with me. He'd find another wife to be his third. That scares me and it breaks my heart.
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I know Ben's sorry, we talked. He told me he's still the same person and I know he is. He's still Ben and he wants to do the right thing. I know he will, it's just our fault that he stumbled.
Ben isn't seeing Brynn any more, Abby. We don't have to worry about that. He knows he needs to wait until he's married. It's the only option he has.
I don't know what anyone can do. I feel horrible. Part of me wants to just take my kids, MY kids, and leave. I know my sister would let us stay with her for a while. But I can't do that.
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Oh. Well, I'm sure he was careful when they were together. I'm sorry, the question just kind of comes automatically for me.
I know you've said you can't because of the other kids. Is there another reason you can't? If your sister would let you stay, if it's what's best for you and your kids?
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And I know, I just know that Bill wouldn't come with me. He'd find another wife to be his third. That scares me and it breaks my heart.
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