what i do when i have nothing better to do
F I R S T
[ best friend ]: daisy in lunenburg
[ break-up ]: can’t say I’ve had one actually
[ screen name]: the same one I’m using now
[ Self-purchased album ]: ace of base-oh yea, good stuff!
[ funeral ]: my great grandmother when I was five
[ First pets ]: timber, but he fell through the lake and died…and snowball…but we had to get rid of her coz my dad found out he was allergic to cats
[ piercing/tattoo]: ears when I was four…peer pressure in p-kindergarten
L A S T S
[ car ride ]: today coming back from the train station
[ good cry ]: last week
[ movie seen ]: bill and ted’s excellent adventure
[ beverage drank ]: water
[ food consumed ]: goldfish
[ phone call ]: my house talking about the possibility of missing a train
[ time showered ]: last night
[ shoes worn ]: trusty old flip-flops
[ item bought ]: train ticket home
[ time wanting to die ]: probably about two weeks ago…what a shitty terrible no good very bad week that was…ugh!
S P E C I F I C S
[ drugs? ]: um, well tylenol for a headache?…does that count…I don’t use drugs…they’re for losers
[ shampoo ]: brilliant bruenette
[ biggest fear ]: I have super irrational fears like clowns and butterflys and having a motorcycle flip over…but I’m not afraid of jumping out of an airplane or death…um if I had to pick one serious fear I would say failure (I hate not being able to succeed at anything I do)
[ listenin to ]: the crickets outside
[ place to get married ? ]: I don’t know…maybe outside with lots of flowers around sunset or in a church in the winter or something…I deal with that when the time comes
F A V O R I T E S
[ Color ]: blue
[ Food ]: ravioli…or anything that’s italian and ice cream
[ Boy name ]: riley, liam, or ian
[ Girl name ]: ava or grace
[ Subjects in school ]: history and language…I love learning new languages (I’m a geek like that)
[ Abbreviation ]: online? I use ‘lol’ like every other word
[ Animals ]: dogs, cats…anything that’s furry and cute actually
[ Sports ]: I’ve always wanted to be a crew team coz I love being in a boat…um, badmitten and mini-golf…I kick ass at those…and of course I love the Red Sox
[ Perfume ]: “romance” by ralph lauren…one day I’ll save up enough and actually buy some
H A V E Y O U E V E R
Given anyone a bath?: yep
Smoked?: nope and never will…pinky promise!
Bungee jumped?: not yet…but one day I plan to
Made yourself throw up?: well that’s actually a gross story…I didn’t make myself throw up but my dad did…all thanks to a trusty old asthma attack
Skinny dipped?: um, well by myself a few times…but not with company, I haven’t…but I’m not ruling it out
Ever been in love?: well now
Made yourself cry to get out of trouble?: oh the stories of stuff me and shane used to pull to get out of directed studies…the short answer…’yes’
Cried when someone died?: yea, eventually I do
Been rejected?: um, well in relationships no but in other things I have
Rejected someone?: yep, I have…maybe a little too much…but I always did it nicely…does that still make me a mean girl?
Done something you regret?: well, I can think of a few things
L A S T P E R S O N
[ You touched ]: jonathan
[ Hugged ]: jonathan blair
[ You IMed ]: jonathan blair anthony
[ IMed you ]: jonathan blair anthony paula
[ Called you ]: mister jonathan blair anthony paula
[ You called ]: my house
[ Bought you flowers ]: my jonny
W H O D O Y O U W A N N A
[ Kill ]: lol wanting to kill someone is not a healthy repsonse…I’m sure in fits of rage u might be pissed off but actually killing them…come on. I can honestly say there is no one I want to kill.
[ Slap ]: now slap is another issue-lol. There’s a few…
W H I C H I S B E T T E R
[ Coke or Pepsi ] : coke!
[ Flowers or candy ]: flowers make u feel special and loved…candy makes u feel guilty for eating them and getting fat…I pick flowers any day
[ Tall or short ]: tall
R A N D O M
[ In the morning I am ]: very sleepy and depending on if not I’m sleeping with someone else (not to mention names)…can be very grouchy…otherwise I wake up a confused happy ray of sunshine
[ All I need is ]: love. That’s all. I don’t ask for much. I just want to be happy. Of course, money could make me somewhat happier too seeing that I will be going to Europe.
[ Love is ]: “love is never having to say you’re sorry”…lol, it’s wonderful while you have it and not so great when you don’t…but it make u gratful for the ones that do love u in the in between times
[ I dream about ]: um, about someone …I don’t remember all my dreams…but I know I had a super super scary one the other day…not fun.
[ What do you notice first ]: the eyes! You can tell so much by a person’s eyes.
[ Last person you danced with ]: lol, jon…if you consider that dancing
[ Makes you smile ]: jonathan
[ Who has a crush on you ]: that I know of…two middle aged guys-lol
N U M B E R
[ Of times I have had my heart broken ]: a few…damn boys
[ Of hearts I have broken ]: um…a few…
[ Of guys I've kissed ]: one
[ Of girls I've kissed ]: none
[ Of continents I have lived in ]: one
[ Of tight friends ]: about 10 I guess
[ Of CD's I own ]: tons
[ Of scars on body ]: lots…I always manage to have something happen to me
1. Have you ever had sex in a tent? Um, nope
2. Do you own more than 100 cd's? yes
3. Have you ever been so drunk that you have passed out? sort of? no, but I don’t remember that much
4. Have you ever dated a goth? Nope.
5. Have you ever regretted a date? Yes, it was terrible.
6. Have you ever seen a ghost/ufo? Nope.
7. Have you ever done anything you could be arrested for? I’m sure I could have been…but I didn’t. The things that happen when me and Caite get together…crazy times…
8. Have you ever done anything you could go to jail for? No, I’m not that bad.
9. Have you ever broken a bone? Nope.
10. Have you ever crashed a car? Yes, I have…lol into a stone wall.
11. Have you ever refused a date because of what your friends might think? Nope, the only ‘real’ date I went on in HS I got scared into and was too damn nice to say no despite the fact everyone laughed at me and still laughs at me for having to go on it.
12. Have you ever listened to a song and cried? Yes.
13. Have you ever seen your favorite band/singer perform live? You bet…it’ll be 5 times I’ve seen DMB in just two weeks.
14. Have you ever been found sleep walking? Yes, I think a few times when I was younger.
15. Have you ever dated someone older than you? I am right now.
16. Would you date someone older than you? Well, not too old.
17. Have you ever sent a crank call or email? When I was like 8, probably.
18. Ever licked your own nipple? Um, no…have u?
19. Have you ever peed in public and been caught? No, can’t say I’ve done that.
20. Have you ever had major surgery? Well on my knee, but it wasn’t major…so I guess no.
21. Are you afraid of the dentist? No, but they make u look so stupid when u’re there…when they try to talk to u and u end up drooling and foaming with all the junk they stick in your mouth and the toothpaste they get in your eye…it’s not a good time.
22. Do you have a tattoo? Not yet. But I’m hoping on changing that.
23. Have you had any piercings done (not including the ears)? Nope.
24. Do you like scary movies? No, but if I’m bored enough I’ll watch them if somone will watch it with me and I have a pillow to hide behind. Actually…I’m a chicken when it comes to scary movies.
25. Do you like your job? Love it, just wish it paid better.
26. Do you get along with your parents? Sure. Since I’ve been home…not so much. They don’t like to think of me as 19.
27. Do you still have all your grand parents? Nope.
28. Have you ever had a date with someone you met online? Nope.
29. Do you ever wish you could relive your childhood? Yes. But things happened that made me grow up a lot faster so I kinda missed out on some things. I guess, it wasn’t all too bad though.
30. Have you ever wondered why you fill this shit in time after time? Yea…I just wasted like 40 minutes of my life.