hmm i dont even remember what my last update was so im just gonna write whatever. friday i ended up chillin with the guys in the hood for alittle while and then ended up with jazzy j at some party on oak. it was alright but i bounced mad early. saturday was alot of fun. smoked lots and lots of pot and got pretty wasted i was psyched. me and ( Read more... )

i knew i was going to have a bad day when i woke up this morning and it definetly was a bad day. right. every class just dragged on and on and on. i didn't have half the books i needed, took a test i knew nothing about..i can't wait for school to be over. i need a new windshield wiper blade, a whole mess of materialistic things in my car are ( Read more... )

so you have a crush on this person right, but you can't tell the person 'cause you're not sure how things are going to end up if they found out. so you just pass by every chance that you have to let this person know. another reason why you're not telling this person is because you're almost positive that you shouldn't be feeling 'that way' for ' ( Read more... )

sucks that myspace is blocked along with friendster on school computers. blah.

played lacrosse for a while with my brother after school, until i pushed him on the pitchback and broke the damn thing. picked up corey and bobby to meet up with dougy and ryan. chilled with them at landmark for alittle while and then chilled back in ptown. after kenny finally came through we hung out down by the water. holy over protective of ( Read more... )

well yesterday was definetly 60 degrees and sunny as fuck so me and lauren decided to cut school and go to the beach. kenny & mikey b had the same idea, except they didn't go to the beach. it was actually really comfortable down by the water. we got some sandwiches and stuff and of course some herb and hung out all day. had so much fun making ( Read more... )

dropped edd and dougy off in stony brook after a mini blaze sesh. chilled with the boys at the deli and bounced with andrew and corey...and of course donuts, combos, sweettarts, and winning lotto tickets for freezy. i gave corey a road test, he failed. same way i failed the first time. we both failed at parallel parking. threw donuts at random ( Read more... )

played intense paintball today with some bayport kids, pretty good times. hung out with lindsay for alittle bit, walked around sayville. came home and got ready to go out. wow that took alot longer than i expected. all the clothes that i have, i don't like, and the ones i do like, don't fit. i miss paychecks!!!! whatever we ended up meeting ( Read more... )

so i was thinking today in some class of mine, how life is gonna be like, once i graduate. everyone is gonna be going there own ways and i have hardly no true friends as it is. so i was all about the whole "wow this is going to suck." scenario and shit...but then i realize how fake and stupid some people are and it just makes me want to leave ( Read more... )

werd, that's a wrap.  over and out.  bummer for me but i'll get over it.  in other news: still don't have a job, getting antsy latley for some unknown reasons, drinking on friday supposedly sleeping in the car [car party], school is almost over, summer is on the way.  i'm high and hungry.

and when i wake up. . .

its always another girls paradise

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