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I don't know how to explain this feeling, I used to get like this after a long binge, I would isolate myself, turn off my phone, take down all social media ( Read more... ) -
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I noticed I only post when I have a hard time or something in my life and right now I feel very lonely unimportant used it's a hard feeling especially when you're sober.
sobriety hasn't been the easiest people ask how I do it since I started I've always said the support of my family and friends now I don't know its just me that keeps myself going ( Read more... ) -
I have been invisible my whole life.
some days I can't wait for it to be over with.
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It's late, and all I can think about is someone that I can't be with, then I drift off thinking about who I am in love with, from the few serious relationships that I've had I only loved two of them whole heartedly, I'm waiting for someone to make me feel that way again, but differently, I don't want any of my ex's, most of them were shitheads ( Read more... ) -
I'm fat full of emotion.
When I have to hide things, hold things in rather, because speaking of them may add fuel to the flame already started, it isn't easy for me, it's like secrets, I rarely keep them because it eats away at a part of me, I feel as if I am going to burst ( Read more... ) -
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On days like today when I feel as if NO ONE gets me, and what's going on in my head, I just wanna be like Fuck You Man! You're Fucking Stupid! Why do you say all that stupid shit anyway?! Fuck you ( Read more... ) -
When loneliness creeps in
What do you do? When you're single, and start feeling down..and maybe a little lonely, I know I am not alone, but when I come home to a bed that's empty and all I want to do is be held, it sure does feel pretty lonely, I don't have anyone I can call to come stay the night to be there for me, I am alone at night usually, and I love it, for my own ( Read more... ) -
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When you love someone so much, you would do anything to see them happy, even stand by, because it's the right thing to do, Why does it seem sometimes you missed your chance and there are no second chances, I don't understand, but sometimes I feel as if my journey was meant to be taken alone. -
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I think the main reason I stay single for so long is I love so much and so hard that it takes so much out of me, my body, mind and spirit need a break from it ( Read more... ) -
it's a man's world
I was asked what I look for in a man, I really didn't have a physical preference, I slightly do, when it comes to gender, and habits like daily showers.
But I like a man with a passion for something, accepting of who I am, honesty, forgiveness and trust.
Sometimes people think I want too much, I give what I'd like to be given.