i am so looking forward to the day when walking by you doesn't phase me. i'm not trying. i don't want anything from you. i don't care to be part of that. i am looking forward to forgetting that this year ever happened. and i really can't wait until this semester is over. you don't scare me either. i never lost a thing after all of this. i've only ( Read more... )

everytime i hear that door open i want it to be you. i want it to be you, knocking on my door, asking to talk to me. coming to give me kisses and hold me till i'm so warm i need to kick off the blankets. i didn't leave the other day because i was unhappy. i left the other day because i didn't know what to do with or about myself. and you coming ( Read more... )

I think if you asked me to right now, I would. Just because you're so comfortable. And I'm comfortable with you. Like I can hear you talking and my heart is still racing. This isn't fair.

I wish Karen was here. Just to talk. About this.

Pick a song. And I'll be there.

if anyone reads this, i need something. or help. i don't know ( Read more... )

I hate people who think that you've done something disrespectful when you really haven't. l just commented a stupid picture of my uncle when he was in high school. Of course I'm gonna laugh... he was wearing a stupid Mickey Mouse shirt and a swatch. Is he seriously calling me disrespectful for laughing at what kids wore in the 80s? It was a funny ( Read more... )

I've never bothered putting myself out there before.

And I did. This was stupid.

I wish I just slept today away.

I'm so nervous right now. I'm not a professional actor. I don't think I'm a good singer. I've been in two high school productions... big deal. But I have the drive to be in a college level musical with people who have been trained to be in musical theatre. Or even theatre alone. I don't feel like I should be so foolish to do something like this so ( Read more... )

I don't think I remember the last time I looked at a list of people I can hang out with and thought, "I really wish ________ was here so we could do ___________". My social circle consists of 15 people on a good day. That's relatively depressing because they're always around and they're always doing the same things. We're all working on random ( Read more... )

I wish that people understood. As much as they need to get away from their friends, I need to get away from mine. Everyone is constantly hanging out with me and I'm glad that I'm wanted.

I just need to be alone. Everyone always complains about how lonely they are. I'm not lonely at all. I just need to be left alone. For an hour. For even 10 minutes ( Read more... )

I don't know why I wanted one of these again. I use to have one when i was in high school. Probably about 10th grade ( Read more... )