I've decided that I'm going to try and write in this as much as I can because honestly i can type far faster than I can write, and I really want to remember this year. I suppose I've been slightly obsessive about change lately, how much things will change, how different things will be, and I've come to realize that it might partially be because I ( Read more... )

there are times when i just want to pick up and move to a big city. i'm fairly certain that i wouldn't really be missed. i'm not one of those completely irrational people who fabricate or exaggerate the way people see them. i'm actually quite levelheaded and realistic.. i doubt that anyone would really care or mind if one day i just didn't show up ( Read more... )

early this morning on the bus i was listening to an old mix cd i found this morning with neutral milk + radiohead and coldplay. it was odd how something i made so long ago fit perfectly with this grey rainy day. we just sat together, listening to our respective music, not saying a word. everything was good, everything just felt right.

tomorrow it's over. i have spent the past day or so with this funny feeling in the front of my shins that i get when i'm nervous. we all have to face the music sometime.

( (bold all the movies you've seen) )

I am exhausted. Last night we watched the entire third season of Sex and the City, and as a result, didn't go to bed until 7:30ish. I guess I can say that my sleeping pattern is thoroughly and wonderfully fucked up. Blarg. You know when you just know something? It just sort of allows things to be okay, because regardless of whatever else, there is ( Read more... )

I am one of those people whose umbrella always turns inside out when it rains. Luckily, I don't think it's supposed to rain tomorrow.

I've had my old journal for far too long.. so I figured it's time for a new one.

to do list:

-study pour le biologie
-buy new film for the spectra system
-go back to school shopping
-GET A JOB to fund back to school shopping
-find and buy a new bicycle..

okay, that seems good enough for now.

-M