why do people die when they do? i would love to die as a martyr, but what if i have children. i don't want to die if they are still in the nest and have them lose their provider. now i know God is are provider, but as a father i would feel a God-given responsibility to take care of myself so that i could be there for my children. be there to teach ( Read more... )

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Hey, since i am in charge of organizing thirsty thurs. if anybody would ever like to teach please let me know. i am always looking for someone to teach. so if God lays something on your heart and you want to share it then please do ( Read more... )

Well it's been a long time since i've posted. Sorry Kathryn. So im gonna try to sum up whats happened since then, if i can remember college all blurs altogether ( Read more... )

Well, i just finished a crazy and stressful and draining and fulfilling day. i had three tests in a row. i started the day at 930 with spanish lab. the teacher is gay and turned out the lights to watch some video and i was out. I tried paying attention but i could not even start to keep my eyes open, oh well. then i went back to my room to sleep ( Read more... )

There have been many times in my life that I have had trouble deciding between several different solutions. The most recent that I can think of was just recently when I was trying to decide what major to go into for the second semester of school. Currently, I am in engineering, but ever since orientation I knew I didn’t want to be an engineer. I ( Read more... )

God, help me. i cry out to you in my weakness. you are rock, help me to stand firmly upon you. Lord, i pray that you would give me discipline. Help me to trust You in every aspect. At the same time help me to do my best for You. give me peace. teach me perseverance through suffering. I want to yearn for You. give me me passion for your words. ( Read more... )

well im laying in bed trying to go to sleep, but i was dumb and ate chocolate at eleven or so. so until the caffeine wears off i'll be awake ( Read more... )

Emotional day ( Read more... )

Wow! just got back from a very fun weekend, despite a miserable performance by most of the clemson football team. justin miller and leroy hill are studs! Anyways, i got to know some really great guys a lot better and i'm officially exhausted. definitely wearing a 'noles shirt at the moment; talk about some weird looks. at least im not wearing it ( Read more... )