murderyoubaby i ripped this shit ;-*
A is for age: 16
B is for booze: jimmie johnson that fucking weirdo die
C is for career: .............
D is for dad's name: albert/guy sup
E is for essential items to bring to a party: bitches &hoes!
F is for favorite song at the moment: "quality revenge at last" hey mercedes
G is for girlfriend: worst job ever jk i suck at it
H is for hometown: i hate virginia
I is for instruments you play: get away from me pls
J is for jam or jelly you like: ew >:O
K is for kids: ?
L is for living arrangements: mom, stepdad and sister
M is for mom's name: debbie
N is for name of your best friend: fuck off and die?
O is for overnight hospital stays: ZERO!
P is for phobia[s]: scary movies? wtf mahn
Q is for quote you like: "you moron" logan aka the asshole who onlys talks to me when lacey's pissed off
R is for relationship that lasted the longest: *jimmy*
S is for sexual position: baby you know me
T is for time you wake up: 630 bitch
U is for unique trait: die
V is for vegetable you love: i almost said pineapple dont you love me
W is for worst habit: biting my knuckles, clicking my teeth
X is for x-rays you've had: zero?
Y is for yummy food you make: bitch i cook when i want
Z is for zodiac sign: cancer
Firsts
First job: i dont even consider video warehouse a job it was slavery. walking moe's dog imu lucky :'(
First screen name: holy shit the last one i can remember was like in middle school *NFGofGyllenhaal* i was one annoying bitch i swear to god i probably still know the password
First funeral: grandpa velasquez \m/
First pet: penny the hampster she had red eyes and bit me on the first day we had her
First piercing: my ears when i was like uh two?
First tattoo: not yet
First credit card: none die
First real kiss: shut up
First enemy: 8)
First favorite musician: probably blink 182, that's when i got into music, when i picked up on them.
Lasts
Last car ride: wow i can't even remember
Last kiss: yesterday i guess
Last movie watched: money pit i love that movie
Last beverage drank: tea
Last food consumed: a bagel
Last phone call: jimmy
Last time showered: this morning
Last CD played: cds what are those????
Last website visited: purevolume :')
Now
Single or Taken: hi jimmy <3
Sex: female
Birthday: 7/11 bitch
Siblings: two, if you don't count the step ones
Hair color: brown, i think i have red highlights i need to grow my hair out to get rid of the black dye
Eye color: dark brown sigh
Shoe size: 8
height: 5'6
Right now what are you...
Wearing: brown roxy shirt i was going to wear to school today, my maroon hoodie and my pj pants since i missed the bus and stayed home!
Drinking: tea
Thinking about: jimmy :(
i woke up this morning, like after my mom told me to get up twice. i finally got up and took a shower and attempted at doing my hair yet again. it just takes so much heat to get it to look kind of normal. god i miss it already :( one side of my hair constantly wants to flip out and the other side goes down to where i want it. i fucking hate it. i hate the way it looks and i hate how it barely wants to do what i want it to do. i'm going to go and try to find something that helps to grow hair out faster. i hate it really short, and i hate it when it's medium because then it's just thick and gross. if it were longer i think i'd be better off. ahaha, watch it grow out and i fucking hate it. i had a dream it was longer and it waved and curled the exact way i wanted it, and i didn't have to do anything to it. yeah, then i woke up.
things between kelsey and i are cleared up. she messaged me last night and we talked a little and then i just asked about the wednesday where she got pissed off. it was clear that she didn't mean anything by it, and it's good to know. i guess we're normal now, but i still feel shaky about people. i just hate the way things are sometimes. i hate the way some people are.
i missed the bus this morning! yeah, my hair was feeling really sucky and i left kind of late, like maybe a minute past when i usually leave. i was walking and then i thought i heard the bus and i just kept walking and then i heard it again and it was leaving, and once i got around the fence i saw it leaving. i just stood there for a while being pissed off and kicking water. then i walked back home, but i didn't cry a whole lot. i was just pissed that my hair felt like shit, it was foggy as anything and raining, plus hello i had just missed the damn bus yet again. i stomped in puddles the whole way, which wasn't too bad, then i got home and laid on my bed for a long time. it's definitely hard to stop crying once you've already started. i always end up just holding my breath and not realizing it until i realize i'm in need of some oxygen. i thought jimmy was home, since he came off of being idle but he never answered my messages so i guess that'd be a negative. then aim disconnected me and i didn't know so i thought jimmy had been not idle for a long time but then it logged me off and back on, and it said he had been idle for some time. i fucking hate aim.
i guess i'm taking the chapter nine test on monday. my grades aren't too bad. i know i'll be doing my homework these last few weeks. i want a really good report card, no joke. i really feel like ranting to no end. i've started actually writing things down? i've been doing it for like, the past few weeks and i've got a whole notebook that is just getting filled up. i go back and read some of it and actually laugh at some of the little sarcastic remarks i say. half the time though, i can barely read what i wrote since it's all slanted and i'm usually annoyed when i'm writing, which adds on to the sloppiness? it's just a lot of pointless bullshit rambling about all the things that i hate or just things that go on that annoy me to no end. anybody can read my livejournal and i'll say mostly whatever i feel like, but i doubt anybody's getting their hands on that green notebook.
okay scratch that ranting part, i really don't feel like it anymore.