You can only use one word to answer each question in this meme ( Read more... )

To all the people who have been abreast of my past year of relationship woes, this is for you:

Finally, after so long.. Roger and i are breaking up. We have been through a lot this last year, and i think we moved too fast in every aspect of our relationship.. from courtship to moving in together and all that. And all of my friends have been there ( Read more... )

Tonight i was at work.. or well.. i am STILL at work.. but i was at work noticing something. There was a group of people tonight celebrating the death of a family member, and as i was talking to the waitress who was waiting on them she said something that made me start to think. "He was 87. He lived a very full live, and it was his time."  He was ( Read more... )

You Are the Middle Finger
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so i officially hate my job. thats just it. i no longer want to ever have to deal with the public at all.. much less be nice to anyone. fuck me!

ok.

I love my job.

I really do.

I hate the hospitality industry because while everyone else is enjoying their holidays, I am stuck at work. All night. and i can't get over the fact that i could be doing something so much better, and somehow, more lame than what i am doing right now. This is the best part. I am off work at 8.. i am going to go home to ( Read more... )

Lately I have not had time to sit down and just write. Now that I am here I don't even know what to say.

It seems to me that life is all well and good for a while. Until you actually look at it, and see how much you wish it could be better. And how much better it would be if you worked on it. So here I go. I am going to work to become happy once ( Read more... )

AAAARRGGGHHHHHH!!!!!!!

*sigh*deep breath in
*sigh* deep breath in
*sigh* deep breath in

ok. i think i feel better.

I should do that more often.

I need a cigarette.

You know how you work at a place.. and you are just someone who works there...I am officially NOT one of those people.. I have business cards. Very nice business cards. and they say my name and title!! I am officially not going to potentially be fired any day now!! *does a happy dance*

funny enough that was actually worrying me.

There is so much crap in the text box i am kind of overwhelmed. Ok, so you all need an update, if only a slight one. Yet again, i have a new job. two of them. i always do this to myself. i am working six to seven days a week again. one job is here in santa rosa, the other out in sonoma. which means every once in a while i see vern on the bus. by ( Read more... )