i hate that my bestfriend is mad at me. and that she thinks i do things to hurt her on purpose- when really it isnt anything & i dont think that these things would hurt her. i hate that she is saying all this stuff to me that makes me feel aweful- yet it doesnt phase her. she thinks i deserve it. i hate that i feel like the only thing she is getting at through our fight is that she doesnt want to be friends anymore.
i hate that i think she is telling everyone what an aweful person i am. and that her sister probably hates me now. and her mom probably hates me now. and her dad probably hates me now.
I hate that no one understands what I'm trying to say sometimes. This kid loves me and I hate his guts. I know it's rude, but how can I keep pretending to be nice to him if he keeps asking why he can't have me? There's no being nice anymore. There's only a brick wall.
I hate that the one boy I have the hugest crush on, I can never have. He lives too far away. He's too slick, too handsome. If I could have him, the minute that I got him, he would be gone again. He never was mine. He never will be mine. He is everyone elses.
I hate that the one boy I have the hugest crush on, I can never have. He lives too far away. He's too slick, too handsome. If I could have him, the minute that I got him, he would be gone again. He never was mine. He never will be mine. He is everyone elses.
i hate my friends and i constantly complain about them in hopes that someone will feel sorry for me and be a good friend to me or they might realize they suck at being friends.
oh and i like this boy in my english class very much so. i want to rape him like whoa. but i have a boyfriend and he has a girlfriend. fuck!
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i hate that i think she is telling everyone what an aweful person i am. and that her sister probably hates me now. and her mom probably hates me now. and her dad probably hates me now.
and im scared that tomorrow ill have no one.
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i love you so much.
i'm scared that i'm always gonna like girls i can never have.
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I hate that the one boy I have the hugest crush on, I can never have. He lives too far away. He's too slick, too handsome. If I could have him, the minute that I got him, he would be gone again. He never was mine. He never will be mine. He is everyone elses.
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the exact same way i feel!
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oh and i like this boy in my english class very much so. i want to rape him like whoa. but i have a boyfriend and he has a girlfriend. fuck!
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