Lately, I find it very hard to focus ( Read more... )

I've been thinking so much lately and I can no longer drink straight, and now I'm back at the airport sitting near this gate. people are coming; people are going, and I feel like I am here more and more. people passing by. knowing full well which direction they're headed. unable to comprehend my perpetual interim. feeling more and more that this ( Read more... )

Sometimes I don't know how to behave ( Read more... )

Days go on fine. I love the company of my friends. I keep myself terribly busy--busy beyond my own capabilities at times. I work full-time, albeit for crumbs. I try hard to keep myself fed. I need to stop smoking cigarettes so I can keep myself fed. I am wasting away as it is ( Read more... )

"Special Cases ( Read more... )

A friend was driving me home tonight. He had to make a quick phone conversation before arriving at his girlfriend's house. He called and said hi, that he was about to drop a friend off and then head to bed and wake up early and take care of things. I guess the person on the other end asked him for specifics because he started to reply things like ( Read more... )

OPPOSITES ( Read more... )

It seems stupid people can make a lot of money. Working at the airport, I deal a lot with airline agents. Airline agents get paid around $20 an hour, plus benefits. I guess 40k isn't really a huge salary, but it's significantly higher than what some of these agents should ever get. A new hire at Delta this week took about two 8 hour shifts to ( Read more... )

I just went to pick up Murakami's new book What I Talk About When I Talk About Running. Since Sunday is no big hurry, I decided to stay and browse the shelves for a bit, too. I stumbled on a title, Confederacy of Dunces, knowing I had heard that somewhere before. As I was trying to sort it out, I noticed the author's other book, The Neon Bible. Gee ( Read more... )

"Motivate, accelerate, never wait, know your weight, throw away hate
Grow and make weight of your older dates
Elevate, concentrate, get your focus straight, and orchestrate fate
Just motivate, accelerate, never wait, show the way, no escape
Take hold and shift shape, live a longer day
Elevate, concentrate, get your focus straight, and orchestrate