Heya. Everything's going wrong. Kieran's grounded, and whenever i fone him...he sounds really depressed:{ He never talks like he usually does anymore, and his dad read all of our convos on Msn. He might b in town some day this week, i just want to speak 2 him without worrying, or wishing that everythin was ok, wen really it's not. This place has ( Read more... )

I've still got that feeling, it's like a threatened feeling, and i dont wana feel threatened anymore ( Read more... )

I cant tell either of you anything cos you always talk bout it and me bhind my back, then tell me what ure doing, and never what you're saying. thats wot the matter is...why does it feel like you two are closer then me n him? Hmm... ''Im just a kid and my life is a nightmare''
emz xxxxxxxxx

sorry times really fucked up on this! so now im guna rite the dates in the 'subject' box ( Read more... )

Heya! Today i went to see my step family. Got my step brothers website address...which reminds me ( Read more... )

Stretch your left arm out as far as you can. What do you touch first?
Webcam

What is the last thing you watched on TV?
R.I.P Kurt Special

WITHOUT LOOKING, guess what time it is:
8.36 Now look at the clock, what is the actual time ( Read more... )

...I Love You Kieran 4eva

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Last Friday i got my first guitar 2 weeks ago, it's a b.c rich body art guitar (ironbird) my mum found my journals and found all the bad stuff in it, she didnt care about the good stuff! On the 30th March it was my 14th birthday, went for chinese with my dad, step mum, step sis and step nephew, who was 1 on the 1st March bless him! I dont wana die ( Read more... )

wot have i done to the world, i feel so shit, and i just wana die, everything makes me cry at the moment, all the people in my school look at me oddly because i got blood on my h.w, my heads in a spin, i'm confused n stressed basically. People think ive got something wrong with me, yeh ive denied it before, but now i dont, i face it, but it just ( Read more... )

Hey! Just decided Lou is a bitch, i mean, would you go around trying to take some1 else's bf? cos she's done that to me and becks in 2 days. today i havent been as depressed, i'm with my dad, and i feel more comfortable around him then my mum. me and my mum argue alot now, and it's getting to me so much, i wana collapse and die. I might go stay ( Read more... )