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[bourjois]

i can feel it on my tongue/but is not there yet, i can smell it/although i don't want to, & i can feel it coming up, pushing itself higher & higher, & cannot stop it.
my/bones & muscles are fighting against each other: pressure: +++; lungs refuse to receive more air; ... (weakness)

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[bourjois]

read between the lines. (?)

[iristheangel]

I give you a hand, but you didn`t take it,
I give you love, but you act like it was never there
i give you my heart, but you never noticed.

So here I am,
playing your games,
reading between the lines,
when you should be askin me for help,

Give me some clear answers,
you`re just standing there,
in lonely mists
wiht tear in your eyes,
hoping i`ll help you.

But i never went anywhere,
i never judge you,
coz what you are,
is beautiful.

but you just don`t want to see.
so open your eyes child,
little queensy,
open your heart,

I`m here, with open arms.
waiting for you,
like I never went anywhere.

[bourjois]

you wrote that ?

why should i ask for help? why you ?
i like to stand alone.
tears? you don't know me at all.

nobody should wait for me.

[iristheangel]

yes I did.
Stand alone then.

all i ever wanted was help you.
and all i ever wanted is from you to say you want it too.

but i fail. i didn`t know how to read between the lines,
i didn`t know how to get to you, tru that wall you made,
so no, i don`t know you,
and no you don`t owe me,
to be my friend,
even do i`d love to be.

but i guess everything has an end. and a beggining.

spirale.

some things don`t stop when you say, stop right now,
and you can`t get out, even do you try.

maybe this is my last goodbye.
and i`d love to see you cry,
wanting me to stay.

[bourjois]

selfish ?
i don't know what you want from me,
why are you saying goodbye?